The loss of my Mother..

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Two years ago today, while at work, I got the call that would change my life forever. My Sweet caring Mother...who had always been there for me, and at times was the only one who had ever believed in me..passed away. I was shattered, I had lost my best friend, confidant and muse. My entire life all I did was strive to make her happy. I had no clue what I was going to do with my day now, besides work. Who would I call when I needed advise..who would be my shoulder to cry on.needless to say I was devastated. I recently found out that I was pregnant with twins. A day that was filled with so much joy and happiness..I wish I could have shared this day with my her. I wish my children could have met her, been a part of her life. She would have been so proud. So this I had a special memorial made for her..including the twins first ultrasound to take to her grave today.. Mom, I miss you...and you would be so proud of how far I have came in such a short period of time. You are always with me in my heart and soul. My only goal in life now is to be half the woman you were and a wonderful Mother to my children, as you were. I love you mom. Have you lost someone close to you. People say the hurt fades over time but that truly is a invalid statement. Who did you lose? How Did you cope? Did time really make that much of a difference in hurt for you?