Why do people kill themselfs??

I'm sorry to hear about your bestfriend. I wish I knew the answer to your question. Some people are depressed. Sometimes you can't tell if they are depressed.

I received a phone call on the 12th of Jan to say that my mother had shot herself in the mouth. The most horrific experience of my entire existence. No one will ever know why she did it, but she did. She had the perfect everything. She did leave a note rolled up in her wedding ring that simply stated that everyone would be better off without her. To this very moment, none of us can find an explanation. My life is filled with a whorl of "what if's..." We all just need to listen a little clearer and closer to the people close to us. Anything can happen.