Half asleep or half awake?
@Blue_bubble (697)
Raipur, India
June 7, 2016 1:06pm CST
Hello folks! So I haven't been here for quite a while now. I was busy with my exam preparations for over a month now. And they finally got over today! And I can't already wait for the results though they are due on August 25.So still there is long time to go.
I have had a quite hectic week now. We don't have any gap between our exams so you literally have to appear for exam everyday! And it's nearly impossible for someone to revise the entire syllabus within such short span of time. So naturally I had to be up all night,every night,for one week.I barely slept for 2 hours or so everyday. I was literally running on 4-5 coffees a day.
Currently I am very sleepy,almost out of my senses Lol. I can barely comprehend what I am writing. As desperately as I want to crash on my bed and sleep like a baby,I am unable to do so.
I have worked very hard for my exams and the thought of failing in the exams scares the daylight out of me will also be an understatement. So haunted by all these negative thoughts I can hardly manage to go to sleep.
Nuff said about me.How are you guys doing?
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@Blue_bubble (697)
• Raipur, India
9 Jun 16
Thanks I am having a good time now chilling with friends or at home. I am planning a vacation soon as well!
I hope you are doing good to.
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@Blue_bubble (697)
• Raipur, India
9 Jun 16
@annahsabisa Aah it's just in the planning stage now. Let's see where it goes.
And you sure don't want to get included in my vacation. I become unstoppable hyper energetic person while I am travelling. I want to do this do that go here go there eat this eat that and it just goes on n on n on. I simple don't come to hault . Lol
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@annahsabisa (56)
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9 Jun 16
@Blue_bubble I'm good... I wish I could have been included in that vacation too...Lol...have fun gal!
@Fordalong (108)
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9 Jun 16
I am doing good, thanks and i wish u a resounding success in your exam. As you have put in a lot of effort in ur preps for the exams, may God crown your efforts with success and grant you a fantastic result.
Don't entertain or nurture the fear of failing ok, I believe that God has seen the amount of effort and dedication you've put into this, and in His faithfulness, He will grant you a brilliant result.
@Blue_bubble (697)
• Raipur, India
9 Jun 16
I have always been a hard worker academically. And I have to say it has been fruitful everytime. I have done exceptionally well throughout my life.
But I failed my exams last time.This was my first failure ever. It felt so terrible to think all those efforts just went into vain just like that.No one believed me when I said I failed. People had extremely high expectations from me. And that's what kills me the most, not being able to live up to their expectations.
@Blue_bubble (697)
• Raipur, India
8 Jun 16
Yep I have decided to let go now. I have done my part already the rest is not up to me now.
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