Just Do You? I've Been Doing Me...

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Saddest thing...to feel for someone so deeply no matter how many times you go through the same occurrence it hurts just as much...it hurts the same as when it happened the first time. You see, I'm not sure if it really is for the best that Posh moved to L.A. he won't be able to physically come back. I just hate how I feel like I don't want the little b*stard to be gone; but he is. Words really couldn't adequately describe how hurt I am right now. So hurt, the pain can't escape my eyes as tears yet...and so close to my birthday. I'm sure I won't even get a happy birthday from him. I guess it's time to solidify the ideology that I should've definitely written off the thought of a functional relationship with him to begin with...