Love hurts

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I have been through a situation where I have been loving this man for over 11 years. I love him so much and then when he one again turned to me declaring his love I was thrilled. However common courtesy as responding to a call to confirm a date was not acknowledged and I had to let him go. I still love him and will always do but if communication, respect and trust are the key ingredients why did he not respond to my calls and watsapp voice notes to confirm? I saw this as blatant disrespect and calmly told him so. I further asked him to leave me alone as I was quite happy knowing that I loved him and burried in deep. He came and declared his love for me and woke up that which was sleeping and I was so happy knowing that he was interested in me. I am convinced that he does not love me and I was just someone who boosted his ego when a relationship he is in goes sour. Let me have your views. Was I do hard on him? Did I do right to protect myself? Remember its not the first time he has done it. He has overlooked me before and went to other women who were more physically attractive than I, had money and dressed better than I. I am just a little Secretary trying to make a life for myself and my child with God's help. Yes am lonely at times but not too lonely to allow a man to exploit my feelings because I love him. Your views on the situation please. Know that I will always love this man because I just do but he never took time out to get to know me while I know a lot more about him than he realizes.