Needing to smoke

@Absinto (2385)
Portugal
July 11, 2016 5:08pm CST
Today i decided to not torture myself and stay home from my daily coffee night out. IT is just bad for me and i need to keep a bit of a distance from certain people,plus i had a coffee with a good friend of mine when i left work. Then problem is i am a bit stressed out and without tobacco and yet i cant find the strength to leave the house and buy them. I can feel the need consuming me from inside but am too lazy to do something about it. Not sure if it is a good thing or not. It might end up hitting midnight and yet i could actually leave the house and go to the gas station to get a pack of cigs.
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Manishankar Roy
@Manishankarroy (180)
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12 Jul 16
It's bad, quit this habit as early as possible.
Absinto
@Absinto (2385)
• Portugal
12 Jul 16
It is bad but it isnt something i want to quit so soon. I cant seem to find something to substitute this addiction. You never really quit and addiction, you just substitute it with something diferent.
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Absinto
@Absinto (2385)
• Portugal
12 Jul 16
@Manishankarroy I do like myself a good tea but it is summer time, it would have to be iced tea
Manishankar Roy
@Manishankarroy (180)
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12 Jul 16
@Absinto Then go for tea, it's better.
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allen0187
@allen0187 (58582)
• Philippines
12 Jul 16
Cigs and coffee, the world's most abused substances! Glad that I'm not hooked as much as before!
Absinto
@Absinto (2385)
• Portugal
12 Jul 16
I used be be hooked on coffee also, but not as much. My biggest addiction is just Cigs- Yet i am not in a mental state where i would want to let go. I am sure one day i am gonna realize that i want to let it go but it isnt going to be easy.
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allen0187
@allen0187 (58582)
• Philippines
13 Jul 16
@Absinto that day will soon come for you my friend. Until then, enjoy the haze and the smoke...
ShannyBananny
@shaggin (72141)
• United States
18 Jul 16
I think fighting the urge to smoke is a good thing. Maybe you can quit...