Depression or sulking.Not a good morning
@amadeo (111938)
United States
July 12, 2016 3:13pm CST
Good afternoon.I spend most of the afternoon to reevaluated my life
Where does it go from here.This morning visit my oncologist.
After waiting for awhile after getting my blood drawn.
Last week or so very happy that my blood count was 10.2 wow
Well today was not .It has drop to 8.5.Then she ask me a few question if I was feeling tired,if my stool was dark,any bleeding.No.
I play tennis yesterday and had a good game.Was not tired.She look surprise.I look surprise
Well got a shot and a different wrist band.The orange one indicated that may have to have blood transfusion.I hope not.Then I sat outdoor sulking or feeling depress.Is my life coming to an end.One always think of weird things.
Mike and I was suppose to do some walking and hiking.Told him to put this on hold.cannot think straight at this time.
I feel almost depress at this time.But will come out of this.
Tomorrow I have a game.Will see how it goes.
One thing that I did noticed the color of my skin was very pale or white?
Do you think that I am overact on this?
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Well got a shot and a different wrist band.The orange one indicated that may have to have blood transfusion.I hope not.Then I sat outdoor sulking or feeling depress.Is my life coming to an end.One always think of weird things.
Mike and I was suppose to do some walking and hiking.Told him to put this on hold.cannot think straight at this time.
I feel almost depress at this time.But will come out of this.
Tomorrow I have a game.Will see how it goes.
One thing that I did noticed the color of my skin was very pale or white?
Do you think that I am overact on this?
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11 responses
@Letranknight2015 (51964)
• Philippines
12 Jul 16
maybe you had lack of sleep or something came up your mind that made you depress or something?
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
12 Jul 16
@Letranknight2015 Noi my blood count is very low and that is not good news.
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@Letranknight2015 (51964)
• Philippines
12 Jul 16
@amadeo oh, so what caused it? that is serious indeed.
@quantum2020 (12041)
• Ciudad De Mexico, Mexico
12 Jul 16
You should continue with your life and pay less attention to what the doctor says. Just follow a healthy diet and look ahead in life.
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
12 Jul 16
@quantum2020 this was the best advice I heard today.Thank you Jose.
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@GreatMartin (23672)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
13 Jul 16
Alfredo at our age we should just think of today. When I buy toilet paper I don't buy a 6 pack--I buy a week of groceries not a month--we don't have time to sulk or get depressed!!
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@GreatMartin (23672)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
14 Jul 16
Just get your husband to take you out or buy you a diamond!!! LOL
@amadeo (111938)
• United States
13 Jul 16
@GreatMartin.I know but such a let down for me.Just have to hang in there.But the sulking and depression will go away.
@garymarsh6 (23404)
• United Kingdom
14 Jul 16
Keep positive my good man. I know it is easier to say but the frame of your mind can make you feel worse. So do something nice for yourself even if it is to treat yourself to a nice cup of coffee at your favourite coffee shop. Keep you chin up!
@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
13 Jul 16
I went into the hospital a year ago today and my blood count was way low and they wouldn't release me until it was at least 10.2. I was in the hospital for a week. I hope your blood count comes up and you don't need a blood transfusion.
I was in the hospital for double pneumonia, not because of low blood count. They found that on the first blood draw.
@JudyEv (340019)
• Rockingham, Australia
13 Jul 16
It would be very hard not to react to this information. I hope you are able to overcome some of your despondency.
