It's too painful to feel

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The most painful feeling in the world to me is to feel neglected from a person that you care so deeply about. The feeling is so unbearable that you feel like a piece of you is missing. One struggles to find a way to cope with it but can't figure out what needs to happen. You try your hardest to let the feeling go but you cannot shake the grasp . I felt like this once before and i did not know when it was going end. I felt like a motherless child when my mother was standing right in from of me. I could not see straight;my world was a blur. It felt like my family and friends were against me and I was alone. That was not the case which i soon found out . I had a strength inside that i did not know I had. It took my desire and a tremendous amount of will power to conquer this fog i was experiencing. I was no longer suffering ; I knew what i was thinking and i knew how i was feeling. I wasn't numb. I was getting stronger emotionally and physically. I became a new person inside. I feel like i blossomed into something beautiful