Still, it's embarassing

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I never had a crush with someone like the one I had when I was in college (and I don't easily had a crush to someone that easily). For you to follow up with the characters, I'll give them aliases just for the use in my college life story. His name is Tadashi, my crush (he's the second, the first one is when I was in 3rd year high school). Everytime I met him or seen him walking at the hallway, it felt like the time stops for seconds or minutes. And there was a need for my close friend, let's call her Avril, to tap or call my name to get back to reality. One day, Tadashi's class will use the same room we are using and we (our class) needs to go to another room for our next subject. I didn't know that it's their class until me and Tadashi almost collided on my way out of the room. He then just ignored what happened, but it left my mouth hung open and I stared at him for a long time. You know that feeling when you see your superstar idol face to face? That's how I felt in that very moment. I just realized what my expression was when my friend pushed me out of the room and told me how I looked like. I never got over it for days as it felt like some of his friends saw the look on my face. (I hope they didn't notice that I had a crush on him) I just pretended that nothing happens, but it's still embrassing. And Avril keeps on teasing me when she remembers how I looked at that very moment. I know some people might think this is trash, a waste of time, but I still hope that "some" can understand and relate to my story. Have a rock fun day! What's your story? :)