Here's to looking at me...

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I was looking through my flash drive, and found something I did not know I had; and/or remembered even downloading it. It was a complete shock to me. This flash drive was gotten long after I lost everything, so I am amazed, that these few photos were on there. There weren't that many on there of me...but still... Anyway... I found a couple of photos of myself, during the days when I had a successful career, my health was excellent, had plenty of money in the bank and savings account, paid cash for my cars, and wore very nice clothes, some even designer. And my hair was a deep copper red. Now it is completely white, with some blonde mixed in. LOL Though several have said to me that they like the white on me. I was happy to realize I had still had these. But I also wonder if this was a good thing? Because when I look at these photos of me, it brings a few tears to my eyes. They remind me of the days when I was happy. Life was good. I looked great. And now those days are long gone. It is bittersweet to look at... I just can't ever see myself this way again. I've tried. I really have... But it is hard to do so...when life is still dealing me blows, that could throw me back on the streets again. Anyway... I am really not much into posting right now. However, I am posting one of the photos I found for now, and might post the other one later. Here is what I used look like before my world turned upside down.