what is the mean of life?

The meaning of life, as stated by Douglas Adams in his book "Answer to The Ultimate Question Of Life, the Universe and Everything" is 42. However, this is the Ultimate Answer and Deep Thought was insufficiently powerful to determine the Ultimate Question to which this is the Answer. Perhaps this is what MyLot is really about. Somewhere, sometime, someone will by accident type the Ultimate Question.

struggle

i don't know really, but what i feel and i'd like to be is "most proud of myself"