As promised a more updated paint by number!
By Jekca
@Jessicalynnt (50523)
Centralia, Missouri
September 25, 2016 9:53pm CST
You know, at this rate, I will be done with this paint by number within a week or two. My therapist suggested I work on it when I am upset, annoyed, super anything has got me really busting out the work. I guess I had best find another one and get it ordered somewhat soon, gotta have something constructive to do.
I can be proud later, that even with my heart dying and hurt screaming to roll out of me, I didn't let any of the mean and nasty words spew forth. I think I have a right to feel hurt, I just know I cannot express myself in any type of way that would be healthy. Not now, maybe not at all. Not anymore. There appears to be no real point. The words, when said in a manner I am not ashamed of later seem to have fallen on deaf ears.
All I can do is work on me. Make me stronger. Find the me I used to be. I admit, I am scared of what I might find when I finally make it out of this cursed forest.
Anyways, enjoy my art!
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@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
27 Sep 16
I kinda want to break things, but this is much better, in the long run I will have something nice, lol
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@sueznewz2 (10409)
• Alicante, Spain
27 Sep 16
I'm sorry your heart rages with hurt... seems to me your therapist should help you find another outlet for your pain... but...your picture is looking good and I can see the image taking shape... I do adult colouring in...which helps me to relax too....
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@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
27 Sep 16
We are working on different things, what works, what doesnt. I have some adult coloring books, have issues sticking with them for some reason
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@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
29 Sep 16
@sueznewz2 I did, and I like that idea! Thanks for taking the time to share with me
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@sueznewz2 (10409)
• Alicante, Spain
27 Sep 16
@Jessicalynnt I'm glad you are exploring various ways of dealing with it...did you see I ve sent you a private message..?
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@AbbyGreenhill (45494)
• United States
26 Sep 16
If I had paint in my hands when I was upset - the whole house would get painted LOL. it's coming along nice - lookin' good.
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@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
27 Sep 16
lol yeah, I have to occ suppress my urge to throw things, like the paint. and thanks!!!
@Tampa_girl7 (50273)
• United States
30 Sep 16
Just remember that this too shall pass. Your painting looks great
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@Drosophila (16571)
• Ireland
27 Sep 16
It is very pretty, good you have found an outlet
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@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
27 Sep 16
thanks! I was afraid it was going to look dumb for awhile
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@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
27 Sep 16
right? I realized the other day when I walked into the room, you can really see the woman now!!!!
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@arthurchappell (44998)
• Preston, England
26 Sep 16
It is quite beautiful even now incomplete as it is at present
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@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
27 Sep 16
it is getting much closer, I need more black paint though
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@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
27 Sep 16
I used to have fun with ink drawings, maybe again some day. this is fun for now! and thanks!
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@Rohvannyn (3098)
• United States
26 Sep 16
Wow - I never had cool paint by numbers like that when I was a kid! Also, it sounds like awesome therapy.
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@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
27 Sep 16
these are much harder than the ones I remember trying to do as a kid
@shivamani10 (11035)
• Hyderabad, India
26 Sep 16
The Art is somewhat different from the modern Art. What should we call this?
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@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
27 Sep 16
why thank you! I am glad, it gives me an excuse to buy another one to do
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