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I miss my nephew so much .I had a dream of him last night he is only 1 week older than my baby so he had just turned 2 last week.But sadly I might never see him again. I have always worried about him because my sister was not taking care of him the way she should. Her and the baby father didn't work out after 15 years he had went crazy and put her through a lot while she was pregnant a sudden case of mental illness.Propaly caused by drugs.she also showed signs of drug use the past 2 years.She had got caught trespassing and children services step in so I picked the baby up. He was with me for a while and I had everything he needed carseat, clothes, highchair, diapers, toys etc..I was more than happy to take coffee him with my kids.And worked with him because he showed signs of delayed development and traumatized. He was happy with us .Then cps came and removed him from me to open a case on her told me if I made repairs I can get him back. So I made all repairs immediately.But now my sister doesn't want me to care for her son because she blamed me for them accusing her of drugs . He is in foster care being medicatied for autism.This baby did not need medication by the way he just needed someone to take the time.Im scared he thinks I don't love him or gave him to them.My heart is beyond broken and any sister said she will make sure I never see him.I just want to hold him and tell him I love him that everything will be OK i want him back in my home.My kids want him back home.I feel like one of kids were taken.