Where I'm At

@just4him (317089)
Green Bay, Wisconsin
November 22, 2016 10:30pm CST
Yesterday I wrote a post about how a friend helped me see why depression hit me like a ton of bricks and I didn't want to do anything and even getting out of bed was a challenge. Doing anything was a challenge. I've been reading your comments on that post, and depression is threatening again, but this song hit me and I thought I would share it. It speaks right into the place I'm at. I'm not as depressed as I have been, which is a good thing. I did have a good thing happen today. My daughter called me. I'll be going over to her home on Friday and hope that whatever problem cropped up will be whisked away. Up to now I have been forcing myself to do what needs to be done. I'm actually looking forward to next week when I'll be celebrating Thanksgiving with my boys. I know some of you suffer from clinical depression. I can't imagine being like this 24/7. My heart goes out to you. Right now I'm putting one foot in front of the other and doing what I need to. I know where my strength comes from and without God in my life, I don't know where I would be right now. I hope you enjoy the song Just Be Held by Casting Crowns. Thanks for reading. Just Be Held by Casting Crowns w/ Lyrics
Just Be Held. How wonderful to know that the Lord wants to remind us everyday to just be held. HE is in control... He really is!!! :) Very uplifting song. Ca...
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
23 Nov 16
When I was younger I did suffer from depression but it has been a long time since I have felt that way, it is not, however, something easily forgotten.. I hope you find your joy again.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
24 Nov 16
@just4him it is just cold here no snow or rain for now.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
@BelleStarr I was out a little while ago and it was cold, but not cold cold. No wind and other than the cloud cover we've had all day, I don't think we're going to get the flurries they talked about either. We'll see.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
I'm working on it. I got my recliner this morning and I listened to Christmas music for several hours while myLotting. So that helped, though the rain instead of snow didn't.
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@Happy2BeMe (99380)
• Canada
23 Nov 16
Sorry you are feeling this way but in time it will pass. I go through bouts of depression too. It just seems to hit out of nowhere but then brighter days do come. I will keep you in my prayers. I am sure the holidays and spending time with your family will help lift your spirits.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
I'm sure you're right.
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@celticeagle (167071)
• Boise, Idaho
24 Nov 16
Your first paragraph sounds like how I feel most days. Very strong of you to put one foot in front of the other. Hope you have some good times with your family. That will help.
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@celticeagle (167071)
• Boise, Idaho
24 Nov 16
@just4him .....Another good day. That's great.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
I hope so too. I had a good day today.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
@celticeagle Today will be too. Happy Thanksgiving.
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@CRK109 (14556)
• United States
23 Nov 16
I've been dealing with my depression since 1999. There are days when my medication works wonders. But there are still days when nothing seems to help and, as you say, I'm unable to do much of anything. I fight hard against it when I'm able and ride it out when there's no fight left in me. Over all, I think I've done pretty well with the obstacle I've been given.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
That's good you're able to work through it.
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@CRK109 (14556)
• United States
27 Nov 16
@just4him Medication does help, and I've seen how depression can destroy lives. I'm not ready to give up just yet.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
27 Nov 16
@CRK109 That's good. I'm glad the medication helps.
@responsiveme (22926)
• India
23 Nov 16
You have gone through so much and are strong . As you say HE is in control. Take care.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
Thank you. Yes he is.
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23 Nov 16
I hope you find happiness again soon :)
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
Thank you. I had a decent day today.
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24 Nov 16
@just4him I am to glad to hear this
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@SIMPLYD (90722)
• Philippines
24 Nov 16
Just always remember God is always with you my friend . Listen to those uplifting Christian songs so any signs of getting depressed will be gone . But i wonder what is it that depresses you ? That you live alone ?
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@SIMPLYD (90722)
• Philippines
25 Nov 16
@just4him Oh i see . That's a lonely way of having a house . You don't like pets ?
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
25 Nov 16
@SIMPLYD No pets allowed.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
Totally alone and not even a furbaby to keep me company.
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@Jackalyn (7558)
• Oxford, England
24 Nov 16
A wonderful song. I used to think I had a ministry to depressed people till depression hit me. Then I understood how to minister to depressed people. So many suffer. Praying. Glad music us helping.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
Music always helps. I think I'm out of the depression that hit me. At least I hope so.
@LadyDuck (471456)
• Switzerland
23 Nov 16
I am so sorry you are feeling depressed again Valerie. Sometimes the holidays time it is the worse for people who suffer of depression. I hope that your daughter and sons can make you feel a bit better.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
Thank you. I'm doing a bit better today.
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@Tampa_girl7 (50273)
• United States
23 Nov 16
I hope that your spirit has lifted
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
I'm working on it. It's been a decent day today.
@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
24 Nov 16
I wish you a lessening of the blanket that is depression, and strength gifted to you from your Deity of choice, to beat it back!
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
Thank you so much.
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@JudyEv (340256)
• Rockingham, Australia
23 Nov 16
I am sorry you are experiencing depression again. Clinical depression would really be the pits. Very difficult to deal with.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
I know it's not clinical, so that's a good thing. I just wish I could get out of this lethargic feeling.
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@ms1864 (6885)
• Bangalore, India
23 Nov 16
the song is wonderfull...thank you for sharing it.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
You're welcome.
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@radhruv (135)
• New Delhi, India
23 Nov 16
Sorry to hear you are feeling depressed again. Hope you children help you come out of it.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
That would be a good thing.
@marlina (154131)
• Canada
23 Nov 16
I think a lot of people feel that way once in a while. And then it goes away on its own. Good luck.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
24 Nov 16
And it usually does, but I don't think it's really ever lasted more than a couple days. Hopefully this is the end of it and I'll be back to my normal happy self soon.