Functioning Normally with a Personality Disorder

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I was diagnosed with a moderate to severe personality disorder almost five years ago now, and proceeded to spend a good majority of the next three years cycling through different medications to "control" it, attending different discussion groups and counselling sessions, even going so far as to consulting a psychotherapist hours away from home. All of this led me to realize one thing: the world of psychology actually has no idea what to do about Personality Disorders, and not just mine. So I stopped seeking psychiatric help and instead starting seeing my family practitioner more regularly, getting on medication to treat the depression and anxiety that result from bearing a diagnosis like mine. For the record, I was diagnosed with moderate to severe Antisocial Personality Disorder, a diagnosis that often causes the patient more harm than good. (This disorder is more commonly referred to as sociopathy/psychopathy.) I have spent the majority of my life actively building up moral values and studying psychology and sociology in an attempt to better understand other people, or at least those that aren't like me. The biggest benefit of this is that it has actually started to help me manage my disorder, something that I was barely managing to do before. Thanks to my personal studies (I didn't attend school, just online courses), I've been able to work towards reducing the negative effects of my disorder on both myself and those around me. Overall, I am proud of the progress I am making, but sometimes I feel myself slipping into old habits, many of which ae more harmful to others (emotionally) than myself. So my question here is whether you have dealt with managing a personality disorder, either your own or someone else's, and what helps you keep yourself in check? I always love hearing ideas!