Healing from a Broken Heart

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It's been like 3 years since my last post here in myLot. I have joined the site way back when it was color blue, as a course requirement for my English subject. Even after the course, I have grown to love the site since I was able to express more of what I want to say and have some people to react or comment about it right away (unlike blogs, though i do keep one). Before I thought it was like Twitter, only thing is that you can post longer. I have missed writing. My last post on my Wordpress blog was October last year, and my previous post before that was one year ago as well. I have been so busy with life since i started working and studying at the same time. I also had a love life -- it was my first time to have a boyfriend. So everything was happening all at once, and i do not remember anymore how i managed to survive. Fast forward to today, i don't have a job anymore and i don't have a boyfriend anymore too. My resignation was planned but my heartache, of course, was not. I have decided to resign even though i know i will be having a hard time with money, because i have to focus on my last trimester of college so i can finish on time and graduate this May. My ex-boyfriend on the other hand, cheated on me, thrice, with the same girl. I don't want to go over memory lane, so i'm not gonna go on details. My boyfriend was supposed to support me financially that's why i thought it's okay for me to resign, but unfortunately, i have discovered the secret affair. I want to start writing again, to go back to my old self and move on. I'll go back to what makes me happy -- writing. I'm broke and loveless but i know as well that i can do this. Watch me graduate, ex.