Farewell, Aiza (Sister-in-law)

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Just this month, my sister-in-law who was just as old as I am has passed away due to heart conditions. It has been so painful for the whole family because she has been close to us and is like our sister already. What is more painful is that, her baby Zian is just 9 months old. How can she be taken away so young? she was so kind and full of dreams. She was a person who you will never think bad of. Regrets have been plaguing me after learning about her death. First, I wasn't able to visit her often in the hospital because I did not want to see her weak and I hate hospitals since mom died. Second, I wasn't able to encourage her to be healthy for her baby. I wasn't also able to comfort her during times when she was so disappointed over things. Lastly, I do regret that I wasn't able to show and tell her how I already consider her as my sister. I couldn't even look at her in her coffin not until her burial day. It pains me to think that the sharp knife of a short life has taken someone who is dear to me. I am so sad for my brother who I grew up together with and sadder for my nephew Zian because he will not have fond memories of his Mom. I know it is the cycle of life - we are born and then we die according to God's plan. However, we are always never prepared when it comes. It is just so painful to think that we will never get to see Aiza again. Sang, I miss you already. We miss and love you always :D please watch over us.