My Heart Is Broken This Black Saturday
@cacay1 (83437)
Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
April 15, 2017 2:59am CST
Sorry to share you about my feeling this day. This site is the only place each one of us can pour out our sentiments. This day, my heart seems squeezed painfully when I receive a yahoo mail from Dennis telling he is very sick and sooner or later he will depart. I cried in vain and felt weak especially I am fasting. Indeed, I cry even now. I do not like to end our relationship that kind of parting without me in his side to take care of him.
What a pain to bear our sweet moments ; what a pain to see our past that may never come back , and what a pain to remember how loves and cares me. Tomorrow , he requested me to have Skype shortly.I hope he can give me the chance to fly as soon as possible to Auckland to take care the man I love and helps me in many ways. I pray God to extend his life for more years.
Image with Dennis in Auckland Community Garden,
Image with Dennis in Auckland Community Garden,24 people like this
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@manasamanu (3746)
• Bangalore, India
16 Apr 17
Yeah even I pray at god that let him get well and live for some more years happily.
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@infatuatedbby (94914)
• United States
15 Apr 17
I hope he will allow you to care for him and visit. Best wishes to you both! And definitely take up on the Skype call with him.
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@infatuatedbby (94914)
• United States
15 Apr 17
@cacay1 you have a long vacation and that means you'll be able to go to him if he allows you
I hope the short chat on skype will be ok
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@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
16 Apr 17
@infatuatedbby yes my dear good news for I did convince him to take care him.He is alone and only social workers to visit him twice a week. He wants me in July, so I will file leave of absence for 3 months.
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@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
15 Apr 17
@infatuatedbby , That was he requested in his email to have a short chat at Skype tomorrow, I hope he will allow me to visit him in Auckland for it is also very timing, it's our vacation now and be back to work June 10.
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@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Apr 17
@SIMPLYD My nieces in Dubai and UK will visit us and they will arrive during my birtnday July 4, I don't want to frustrate them. They will only stay here for some weeks, plus I want to cuddle, kiss and hug their babies those I introduce here baby Francine Isabel Erolan in UK and Zarah Shane Vedra Dubai. They are cute babies I want to kiss them many times.
@ridingbet (66854)
• Philippines
16 Apr 17
i am so sorry about his deteriorating health, and the end of your love story, and i wish you will be given the chance to visit him while he is still alive.
by the way, the image here is that of a broken heart. i wanted to see the image post that you mentioned here, you and he.
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@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
16 Apr 17
@ridingbet Hood news friend, Dennis allows me to visit him in July, so i will fle leave of absence for 3 months. I may not teach this first semester. About the image, I do not know, it cannot be displayed . I edited it thrice, still did not appear so I just replaced it this broken heart image.
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@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
17 Apr 17
@ridingbet Thank you friend,how nice you can also visit Auckland. If oly I am a resident there, i will surely sponsor you to tour NZ.
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@ridingbet (66854)
• Philippines
17 Apr 17
@cacay1 definitely, that is a great news. i hope you will give him the love and devotion while he is still strong and able to recognize you. keep in touch my friend when you are there.
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@jobelbojel (35512)
• Philippines
16 Apr 17
I'm sorry to hear this news. I hope you can be with him.
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@jobelbojel (35512)
• Philippines
16 Apr 17
@cacay1 glad to hear back from you. He will be fine.
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@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
17 Apr 17
@jobelbojel Thanks friend, I am happy Dennis allows me to visit him in NZ.
@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
16 Apr 17
@jobelbojel , Thank you friend, yes he allows me to visit him in July. I convinced him during our short chat this day.Thanks for the prayers of all the nice and caring mylotters here.
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@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
16 Apr 17
@just4him , Thank you Valerie for God hears all your prayers. Dennis allows me to visit him but in July, at least. I will file leave of absence of my teaching good for 3 months, so I won't teach in first semester. I have to compromise my work for the sake of Dennis and God.
, Thank you Valerie for God hears all your prayers. Dennis allows me to visit him but in July, at least. I will file leave of absence of my teaching good for 3 months, so I won't teach in first semester. I have to compromise my work for the sake of Dennis and God.1 person likes this
@sunrisefan (28524)
• Philippines
15 Apr 17
Prayers for you and Dennis, Ms. Erly.
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@allen0187 (58582)
• Philippines
16 Apr 17
So sorry to hear this sad news.
God has His reasons for such.
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@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
16 Apr 17
@allen0187 , Yes true, God has reason, so no choice but accept the reality of life but good news he allows me to visit him in July. I will not teach in first sem for I will file leave of absence good for 3 months.
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@epiffanie (11326)
• Australia
21 Apr 17
Oh! that is so sad Erly! .. I hope you get to see each other again ..
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@shivamani10 (11035)
• Hyderabad, India
16 Apr 17
Oh..This is really very very pinching. Why don't you go to Auckland and take care of him? Think and recollect your past, the days you have spent with him might give you enough boost to tackle the situation. I think this is only you who can tackle the situation and bring him back. Think of it again. At least you will have the great satisfaction of serving him in his last days.
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@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
16 Apr 17
@shivamani10, How I really like, but it is he who disallow me for he does not want me cry in despair and sorrow.
@chrissbergstrom (10767)
• Banks, Oregon
19 Apr 17
I am so very sorry prayers for your friend
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@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Apr 17
@chrissbergstrom,Thank you so much for the prayers, the only very strong instrument for a miracle to happen. I hope God extends his life.
@reskyyandi (3608)
• Indonesia
16 Apr 17
So sorry about that. I hope he can get well soon. We will pray for him
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@cacay1 (83437)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
16 Apr 17
@reskyyandi , Thank you Resky for the prayers, I will flu to Auckland in July, finally Dennis allows me to visit him and will take care him for 3 months.
