Not going

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Totally forgot that my mom and I planned to go to a concert my mall was having tonight. Well I didn't forget it was happening, but I just didn't know we were going to go. She mentioned it yesterday but did not mention it at all today, so I kind of assumed. It didn't really matter though because I am not going. I just feel so gross today. It was first allergies earlier this week, now I have acid reflux because of the 3 meals of pizza we have had in the last 3 days. I just, ugh. And then other girly things have been going on with my body that are just not fun because they are not happening properly. Ugh, oh well. I will just continue to work on stuff because that is all I want to do. I have no focus to relax myself. Isn't that weird? To not feel well, but still want to work on stuff because it just seems like too much effort to actually relax? I guess it is because I want to focus on something instead of feel pity.