Took A Day To Get Myself Together

@andriaperry (117291)
Anniston, Alabama
June 5, 2017 12:04am CST
Freedom. The Lack Of Freedom. For sometime now its been building up , anger, but I did not realize this till today, actually last night. I have so much responsibility that some days I want to get in the car, drive and never look back. Instead I will cry it out, alone of coarse and pray. Today I took off, I did nothing but stay at home, Laid in bed reading and took a nap and watched a whole movie without interruption. I turn off the phones and the computer. No cleaning, only cooked dinner and did laundry. Seems I have to control everything to keep it going but have no control of anything. If that makes sense. I need .... to not be grown up, just for a little while. Now I just have to figure how to to get to that place in life. Not seeking attention or being one of those drama queens, just speaking what is on my mind these past few days.
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• United States
5 Jun 17
I hear you ...I feel the same...no peace for me.
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@andriaperry (117291)
• Anniston, Alabama
5 Jun 17
I think one day we will both get the peace we need.
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• United States
5 Jun 17
@andriaperry I am glad you think that Andria..the idea of it seems so far away..but I know that in the end we all get the peace we want..because we will be gone lol
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@prashu228 (37521)
• India
5 Jun 17
Take time, be yourself . Have a great day
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@andriaperry (117291)
• Anniston, Alabama
5 Jun 17
I am always me, I just don`t like to complain.
@silvermist (19702)
• India
5 Jun 17
Yes,it does make sense to me.Take your time.
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@andriaperry (117291)
• Anniston, Alabama
5 Jun 17
Thank you
@skysnap (20153)
5 Jun 17
Take your time and havea good week ahead.
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@andriaperry (117291)
• Anniston, Alabama
5 Jun 17
Thank you
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@jaboUK (64354)
• United Kingdom
5 Jun 17
I feel for you, and everyone needs some 'me time'. I hope you get more of it.
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@andriaperry (117291)
• Anniston, Alabama
5 Jun 17
Thank you.
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• Australia
5 Jun 17
I'm glad I came here, and could read this. I feel the same. I'm just getting sick of having to do something or be somewhere every day. I can't have a day without some sort of responsibility, something I have to fix, check on, make sure of, finish, help with, start, enquire about, etc etc etc. Even planning a holiday in a few weeks, it is all about making sure all the boxes are ticked, and there is no time to anticipate the enjoyment. I just want a day by myself with nothing. No one calling around, no one ringing, no one even knowing where I am, and wondering why I am not at work, or wherever I am meant to be. It's not going to happen, and that is why it is even more appealing. I understand you exactly.
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@andriaperry (117291)
• Anniston, Alabama
5 Jun 17
Yes you do understand.
@Courtlynn (67080)
• United States
5 Jun 17
Venting is not seeking attention or being a drama queen. Its a necessary thing to do. That way you don't go nuts. Glad you had a day to yourself. Sounds nice