Depressed - Broken friendship

Friendship
June 5, 2017 2:55pm CST
I am feeling pathetic. Things seems so unfair. I always wanted them to be happy. When people find new friends they forget old ones. When you give them space and make new friends they have problems with that too. Two friends broke up with me today. Marked in the history of my life. So depressed. Tears have become water. Heart broken. If it comes to anybody's self respect nobody in the world would take it. I don't want to prove anyone wrong or right. I just hope one day they realize what happened and understand I stood for me and if I wouldn't have I couldn't have forgiven myself for it. Time to let go but never knew it was so hard.
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@Essjayd (1567)
5 Jun 17
It hurts when friendships come to an end. Sometimes people juse grow apart. Sometimes they don't even realise that they have hurt an old friend or left them behind in some way. Whatever the case you will make new friends! Maybe one day you will get back with your old friends or come to realise that leaving them in your past is the best thing to do.
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5 Jun 17
You have expressed it beautifully. But in between making new friends and letting go old ones "That TIME" can be so painful. You will always remember them and hope they are always happy.
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@Essjayd (1567)
5 Jun 17
@MyviewMywod The start of something new is always hard. Sometimes it can lead us to a better place than where we would have stayed if we'd been given the choice! I hope you make plenty of new friends! Maybe sometime in future you will meet your old friends and things will go back to how they were.
6 Jun 17
@Essjayd Thank you so much for the wishes. Bought a smile thank you :)
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• United States
6 Jun 17
So very sorry to hear they have inflicted this most terrible feeling to you. How to make you feel better ....take care of yourself... Big Hugs from one other lonely person too. Me. They are stupid if they don't want you.
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• United States
6 Jun 17
@MyviewMywod See you are a good heart still wishing the best for people who may have done you wrong. Again I am sorry and we are here for you friend.
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6 Jun 17
Thank you for that. I cant explain the pain. I just want to get over with this but I am unable to. I know it will take time but 6 years and you come to know things that the people you trusted broke you. Hate the feeling hate it the most. I still wish for them to be happy always.
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7 Jun 17
@TiarasOceanView That's so sweet of you. Thank you my dear friend. Means a lot
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@skydream (1445)
• Agate, Colorado
5 Jun 17
It's tough when friends just forget you exist or treat you like that, I'm going through it too and it is hard to let go but you shouldn't have to fight so hard to feel like you matter to someone
6 Jun 17
True. I understand how you feel too. Hope you find new friends and the old friends some day understand Us.
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@PBKING (1523)
• India
11 Jun 17
Don't feel depressed @MyviewMywod Let them go and leave them in you past. I hope they feel sorry one day and come again to you to make friendship again You can make new friends. Don't think that friendship is bad as everyone has dfferent attitude and different nature
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11 Jun 17
Thank you. I just want them to be happy always with me or without me. I am trying not to think of it but then you know..... it hurts
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@PBKING (1523)
• India
11 Jun 17
@MyviewMywod yeah i can understand.
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