Beside Myself~

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I always enjoyed that saying. I can just see me being beside myself. Monday my daughter came home for about two hours. Then she had to go to her denture appointment and was then going to go to her bf's and then come back here. Never happened. I called over at her bf's and spoke to him. He said she was tired when she got back from her appointment. He fixed her something to eat and she feel asleep. I told him my concerns. My grandson starts school a week from today. He needs clean clothes. He has a skin issue when is concerning and he needs to be taken to the doctor to get a handle on what it is before school starts. We need to eat too. I refuse to cook in my daughter's kitchen. I am almost out of money so we can't eat out much more. We have eaten at Taco Bell four days in a row now. It is god awful food that tastes to me like dog food. Infact, I'd rather eat dog food. He said they had an appointment with the chiropractor tomorrow but they could cancel it and come right home to take him to the doctor. He said he would come with her over here tomorrow ASAP. It is now 3:30p. and I have neither heard from nor seen either my daughter or her bf. I am at my wits end. The clinic is open until 8p. so maybe there is still hope for today. I cry and fuss. I feel like I am about to have a nervous breakdown. I really do. I wish she would come home and get my grandson ready for school. Get him to the doctor and so forth. I worry that things don't get done, I forget about them or fall asleep and then they don't get done. My stomach aches and I am so tired. I know. I am rather pathetic aren't I? The truth about my life is like a horror movie.