I'm Not Biased, but I'm Surprised

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My six year old is an amazing soccer player. She's my 5th child to play soccer. So I've watched the variety of skills within my own family and she's the best. She's had that natural inclination from the start. You can put her out there playing around with her 15 year old brother and she stands her own. I'm her soccer coach and have been for a few years. This year we are on an all-girls 1st grade team where most of the girls have some talent. Of the 8 girls, I'd say only one or two don't show much talent, but they are young. They have promise. There are two girls who are especially fast, but neither of them think much about being a team player, neither of them ever really pass. There is one girl whom Ella has a pretty good system with. They pass to each other, allowing one to score. It's awesome to see. There's one girl who definitely shows talent and has a dad who often (annoyingly) is coaching from the sidelines, so I think there's some "family" soccer. The last girl is the youngest, but seems to have a good drive when she tries. Of all of them, there are 3 that to me show that natural inclination, one of which is my girl. Of the three, there are two that show happy, good sportsmanship, at all times. One of those is my daughter. So this year our soccer is having an all-star team (which i think is kind of silly). The coaches are supposed to nominate, but I felt odd nominating when I truly do see my daughter as one of the best players. So I had the parents vote. They got to vote for their top 3. I can nominate 2-3 players. It was totally unbiased. I counted the votes in front of another parent to show fairness. When all the votes were counted, I was shocked that the only vote my daughter received was mine. When parents had the chance to vote for 3, I thought it would be obvious to most of the parents that she's amazing. Again, I'm not biased. I've watched all of my kids play soccer. Not all of them would have been considered amazing at soccer. She is. I didn't care if she didn't win. I knew with the number of good players, that she may not. But the fact that she didn't get a single vote (other than mine) made me sad. And it also made up my mind about something. I've been contemplating stopping coaching soccer after this season. But the main reason I do it is so that there is fairness. I want my daughter to have a fair coach in this recreational league who plays all players equally and gives every player the chance to play every position. That's what our soccer program is about. I've seen my other kids get their zest squelched by unfair coaches. So seeing how these parents don't see her abilities makes me realize that due to her shyness (that's my guess, she's kind of quiet, though she is a go-getter on the field) that maybe she would get overlooked. I dont' have huge soccer aspirations for my kids. But I want them to enjoy it. I want them to learn and have fun. She doesn't even know about the vote. But I'm really troubled by it.... And my decision to continue coaching has been made.