My reason for giving up smoking

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Ok, so 2018 brings a new job opportunity for me and I have decided I shall start my new career as a NON smoker. I type this as I casually light a cigarette - as soon as I think about stopping I seem to light up (there is no logical reason for this). REASONS: - I cringe when thinking about being in a non smoking environment and being that one person who walks to the end of the building to "light up". - I hate the fact that smoking has taken such a grip of my life and controls me. - I have a shortness of breath when I go to bed (THAT can't be healthy) - Numbness in my left hand (little finger), which just screams poor circulation. - Looking 100 while I am in my 40's - Burning money I don't have, or could be better spent on fresh fruit. So, if anyone has any tips or advice, I would surely appreciate it. I'm an intelligent person who knows I need to give up..... however, having said that, can justify just another cigarette in a heartbeat. It does not help that I am married to a smoker, and all my friends smoke.... 2018 will see a new healthier me, I just need to shake this disgusting habit once and for all.