Trying to break through

Tweet

I know many many times I have promised to post and write more on mylot but I have not. I been busy with numerous things like songs on reverbnation.com/dnatureofdtrain. I been working on subliminal scripts mainly for audio although i posted a new video on youtube,com/dnatureofdtrain .. I been working on adding more poetry and stories to my website as well i added alot to my casey jones stories... My living situation has been spiralling down hill and I just got over months worth of a nasty nasty cold that was making doing anything nearly impossible... I hopefully can resume writing and posting more often here... it is going to be hard at first as I have had very minimal socialization lately... and offline what I get is mostly negative.. and put down...I am not good enough no matter what I do or hard hard I try. So I have to be able to really boost things for myself through mylot and other internet sites.. I really do not have much of a choice anymore.. of I am going to end up homeless... I will not have help from local shelters last time i tried they told me to go to my family cause they have money!... My family appears to have money but they do not... I myself earn 1-2$ a day at the most and it is not considered income at all.. just recently it jumped from 15-30 cents a day to this. I am going to try to raise this up through more mylot participation but .. what to write about it...