Why am I alive----------------------This is how i feel today
@amadeo (111938)
United States
December 25, 2017 3:46pm CST
I know that it is early.But good night.Been a bad day for me.
Nausea,stomach.Side effect from the injection.
Going to ask them to reduce the dosage .I hate it.
Mike is going to speak with my doctors.
Hate being like this.Just hate it.
Have a good evening.Sorry about my complain.
At this time cannot say anything happy.Nothing to be happy about.
No I am not feeling sorry for myself.Just disappointed.
enjoy the rest of the day.I will be heading off to bed soon.
Photo is mine The Good Old Days
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@Juliaacv (51098)
• Canada
26 Dec 17
I look at this picture, you both look so happy and vibrant and full of life, and then I read this post, and I am literally crying.
I do not feel sorry for you Alfredo, I know that you don't want pity, I hope that the doctors can get your dosage right so that you can enjoy a better quality of life. You've got a pretty understand and loving husband to look after you so well-he's amazing.
I'm going to be thinking of you and sending you good vibes for feeling a little better tomorrow. 
I do not feel sorry for you Alfredo, I know that you don't want pity, I hope that the doctors can get your dosage right so that you can enjoy a better quality of life. You've got a pretty understand and loving husband to look after you so well-he's amazing.
I'm going to be thinking of you and sending you good vibes for feeling a little better tomorrow. 6 people like this
@JamesHxstatic (29413)
• Eugene, Oregon
25 Dec 17
So sorry Fredo! I hope this ill feeling is gone away by now or tomorrow for sure. I hope too that the docs can adjust the dosage.
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
26 Dec 17
@JamesHxstatic same here James.Something need to be done or I am done.lol
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
26 Dec 17
@marguicha yes.I hate feeling bad.but what can I do.
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My whole body aches too, but pills do nothing. This is when I swear in Spanish.
@andriaperry (116936)
• Anniston, Alabama
25 Dec 17
I really do understand, I am off for a nap myself. Tony gets another IV dose of octdiva tomorrow and he hates it as well, it makes him so tired.
and I hope you feel better soon.
and I hope you feel better soon.5 people like this
@amadeo (111938)
• United States
26 Dec 17
@andriaperry No end to this madness.LOL
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@crossbones27 (49428)
• Mojave, California
26 Dec 17
Ignore my last comment. I made it before seeing this. Hope you feel better buddy. I always say a spoonful of honey keeps a doctor away and wish I could afford because it is expensive these days. Hope you feel better buddy. Hope you did have some enjoyment on Christmas day though.
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@crossbones27 (49428)
• Mojave, California
26 Dec 17
@amadeo Hey get a spoonful of honey. Awesome, they coming out. Wish you were my grand paps ww2 nam desert storm iraq the fake war, did I get carried away.
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
26 Dec 17
@crossbones27 Christmas Day was quiet as we had a snow storm and told my kid do not bother coming out.
They are coming out tonight.We are in for a deep freeze all week.BRRRRRRRRR
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@garymarsh6 (23404)
• United Kingdom
26 Dec 17
I am sorry you are feeling rough! The photo in itself should help make you happy! I hope you feel better today! Sleep is a good cure!
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
26 Dec 17
@garymarsh yes it is.The photo put me in a better mood.
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@saritflor (3914)
• Hungary
25 Dec 17
Friend I wish you to get better soon, do some things you love to get up moral?
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
26 Dec 17
@saritflor i am doing my best here.Thank you.
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@LeaPea2417 (37350)
• Toccoa, Georgia
26 Dec 17
I feel sad that you are not feeling well. I pray you will feel better soon.
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@hostessman (11871)
• Tucson, Arizona
26 Dec 17
sorry your not feeling good.. hope the rest will do you good
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
26 Dec 17
I feel ya; sorta @amadeo . My spine is killing me today. I think we should go dancing. Mike won't be mad at us if we do will he? Just trying to inject a little humor to offset the 'injection'.
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@responsiveme (22926)
• India
26 Dec 17
Hoping the adjusted dosage makes you feel better.Take care
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
26 Dec 17
@responsiveme or something needs to be done.Thank.
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