When you feel you are losing yourself.
By Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
Davao, Philippines
February 25, 2018 10:11am CST
I was crying earlier because I am not feeling well.
I have a fever and at the same time, my body is not cooperating with me.
I feel like I have tons of water all over me and I have a swollen foot that every time I stand it hurts. So, I cried out of misery.
I still have my stitches on bleed but not like yesterday that I need to change it every now and then. I only change it once today that means, it's slowly bleeding now. Hopefully, by tomorrow in God's time, it will not bleed anymore.
Are you feeling the same way too, like losing yourself because of problems?
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18 responses
@m_audrey6788 (58472)
• Germany
25 Feb 18
I hope you`ll feel better soon. Yes. I also feel the same way but I pray deep to God and ask to give me more strength to handle those heavy and painful problems 
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@m_audrey6788 (58472)
• Germany
25 Feb 18
@JustBhem Yes me too. I cry it out if I`m in so much pain and can`t think straight. I hope you get yourself a good relaxing place where you can sit and meditate
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
25 Feb 18
@m_audrey6788
Crying helps a lot, to ease the pain inside.
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@kobesbuddy (78871)
• East Tawas, Michigan
25 Feb 18
Bhem, you are doing better today, than yesterday. Each day you will be feeling a little better, that's a promise! We care about you, young lady
God is doing a work, so you can live a much healthier life, very soon:)
God is doing a work, so you can live a much healthier life, very soon:)2 people like this
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
25 Feb 18
Thank you for encouraging me always Miss Kharla, you are such a kind woman.
I know this is one of those days I feel bad about everything and I know I will get over this mess.
Hopefully, after my treatment, I will be better.
Thanks a lot. 
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@kobesbuddy (78871)
• East Tawas, Michigan
25 Feb 18
@JustBhem You are such an inspiration to me, Bhem! No matter how hard things might get, you are always going forward, and never backwards. Trust God to take care of this, as you've done with everything else in your life:) We will continue to pray for you, every single day
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Feb 18
@kobesbuddy
I'm doing this not only for myself but for the boyfriend as well as he wants me to live more.
Thank you Kharla.
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@jobelbojel (36485)
• Philippines
26 Feb 18
I felt this and still feeling sad because of problems until I have met Jesus Christ. My perspective have changed.
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@LadyDuck (472491)
• Switzerland
25 Feb 18
I am so sorry. I know how we feel when we are not well. Your stitches are bleeding less, you should be fine tomorrow. Try not to stress and to rest as much as you can today. Stay on a sofa, read a book, listen to some music. Do not let you down, you need all your strength now.
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@ridingbet (66854)
• Philippines
27 Feb 18
problems come and go. it is the faith and the strength that we should always hold on and cling to.
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but I hope not to hear/see more tears 
@Lignitecityabishek96 (7119)
• Cuddalore, India
26 Feb 18
While playing chess I can imagine my defeat .
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You must be so sick of having to feel this way. It's okay to cry I am sure if I was in your shoes I would as well! 
@allknowing (140934)
• India
26 Feb 18
Dialysis should reduce that swelling on your feet. Hope the next session will help.
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