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Well, it's almost my birthday. I'm pretty sad about it coming. I absolutely hate my birthday, as it tends to always go wrong. Last year my family forgot and we celebrated 2 days late, just because there was so much happening. I haven't had a birthday party since I turned 11 and now, at almost 17, I still don't want them. I used to want them, the reason I didn't is because I had no friends. I invited people but no one showed up. So at 13 I stopped altogether even making it out in my head. This year is a little sadder to me. I transferred schools, and my Gramma wants me to have a party since I didn't have a sweet 16 or even a cake. But to me, if I was to invite all these people I consider friends and they don't come that's more hurtful. Like last year no one came because I had no one to come. But this year I do have people to come. I don't know. Frankly, I'm just rambling. I already asked 2 people who will be busy. Do you have birthday parties?