Now I know that I can love with out expecting anything in return

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I have always thought it was so silly of people to be so in love with others - they do a lot of crazy things because they "love" the other person. And when I was so much younger I said to myself and always answered the question "to love to be loved?" by me wanting to be loved and I will just go from there. (Kind of selfish of me right?) But recently, I was introduced to these group of Korean Boy groups and I got to know them by watching a lot of videos and shows, and i observe them, and talk about them with some of other fans too. Only to realize that I no longer just see them from the surface and have really gotten to know them and now they are my inspiration, that if they are being sad i feel sad, if they are struggling, i too feel the burden. I asked this question several times now... Is this what true love is? Is this what people who have loved others who does not love them back feel? I have so much love for them that It is just okay with me that I am a fan and not even their friend. That the thought of them not being active in music worries me too... I have this feeling that if they are happy, I would be happy. If they are successful, I would be happy more. Its like that already. This probably is that kind of love that gives and does not expect anything in return. And more so in doing this, I still feel blessed that I know how it is to feel this kind of love. It sometimes overwhelms me, but in a good way. It made me feel that indeed love is just around us.