marry for love?

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my true story. by the way im new in mylot.com im bernie lozanes 29 years of age, still live in my parents. my life sucks!! i dont have a stable job and im still looking for my own future financial stability. all my life i spend my social life in beer drinking.a couple of months now i will be at my 30s of age. i have this friend for almost five years now we have been drinking bodies for a five years.she got a stable job as a nurse, me idont have any.positively shes fkk in love with me. sex been thier but only twice. i know she got a feeling on me but i get rejecting her, cuz im not so ready for relationship and im not falling in-love for her. now i realize im getting old Im turning 30 next year should i Mary her. still im not ready for marriage. and idont have a financial stability. im drunk and still looking for answer. should i marry for love or my financial stab? the girl beside me.