Friday and it's been a few days :( February I can't wait for you

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I know not that you all wondered where I was because I am still new around here but just didn't feel like writing , didn't really feel like much until yesterday in the afternoon when I finally got out of the house. The hubby said it was time to buy a new toaster.. I hated doing that seeing as my last toaster was my most prize possession , I know silly to say right? But this toaster was so awesome it sang when the toast was ready and it burned Tiggers into the toast . For those of you that may not know , I collect Tiggers, Yes from the hundred acer woods:) I had that toaster for almost 13 years and it was un fixable :( I know you must all think I am silly but it started my day with a smile and when that goes away and it's just plain toast something is so wrong with this picture !! So now it's just a plain black toaster no sound just toast. Oh well .. By the way it's not the reason I have been so down, not over a toaster lol that would just be silly no I am just waiting till February is here so I can officially start 2019 I decided that when the clock struck 12am on Jan 1st because things just seemed so off and I was really sick for the fist week of the year. That and the rest of the month just seemed to follow and I never caught up with life around me I guess. I also stopped speaking with someone who was in my life for almost 6 years that I pretty much cut out of my life when the clock struck midnight in their country. Toxic it was so there maybe that has something to do with things. I would like to believe that it doesn't but I can't seem to figure out what the heck is actually wrong with me these days. By the way did I mention its freeeeeeezing cold out there, that plays a big roll in not going outside as well. Anyway at least I got out yesterday and got a new toaster also got some new paint brushes as well so maybe just maybe a new painting will come out of it sooner then later. After all I am an artist and I do need to get going . Jack my puppy is dying to play outside but every time he goes out there he does his business and sniffs around and runs back in to cold for his little paws. Then he runs in the house and finds his blanket and lays down. He has been my little buddy through my crazy mood this past month. Can't wait till February :)