Hey, I'm back

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I know I haven't been on here in a while, partly because of things happening on here but mostly because stuff going on in my own life. I've been super busy most of y'all who read my posts know I was planning a wedding, that took up a lot of time and in November I did get married and it was so great and I even got the snow I wanted, and since then ive been busy with holiday stuff, day to day stuff but most recently with my best friend passing away. She was my best friend for 11 years, one of the first friends I made in high school and we stayed close through a lot. Her fiance committing suicide, my friends passing away in a car crash, serious things like that. She wasn't feeling well and we all just assumed it was a cold since it was toward the end of the year when its super cold. Anyway she spent Christmas in the hospital then beginning of January we found out she had an autoimmune disease that had attacked her liver and her last hope was a liver transplant but she wasn't able to make it through and passed away the 6th. Since then I've been really down and to myself. I'm trying to distract myself and find a way to occupy my time which is one reason I'm back on here. I realize when I'm home alone I'll get way more down and depressed so I want to find a way to channel my time and engergy into something to try to help. So yeah that's some reasons I've been gone and I'm going to try to be back more now.