Rainy Day

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The gray sky and falling rain definitely fits my mood today. I am glad for a quiet day to think and write, the past few days have been very confusing, and I am still not sure which way is up or which path is supposed to be mine. I try not to carry the hurt and pain of others when they share with me their stories. I've been doing informal therapy sessions in the laundry room and I try to picture myself putting my brain in the wash after it takes on all the pain and hurt and anger of the person who has sought me out. Every once in awhile, I let someone slip through the cracks and I allow myself to get close to someone, and yesterday was no exception. All I can sense today is fear. It must be scary realizing that someone can see those parts of your mind that you have hidden for so long. Painful to think that maybe he or she will judge you for what they now know. Disbelief in the paranormal, or that someone else could possibly share your pain and hurt. The rain and the quiet atmosphere seems to leave the minds in this room a bit more vulnerable. I think I'll watch a movie after lunch.