Bittersweet Victories

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In the fight for human emotion, I have come to realize that as an empath warrior, success means saying goodbye. Helping someone, feeling someone means that this part of their journey is over and that they are moving on. I said a very hard goodbye yesterday, and there are two more coming this weekend, and I am trying to find that quiet place where nobody will see me cry. Because they can't. They can't know how hard it is, how much it overtakes me, and I have to get ready for the new energies that are sure to come. I used to think I wasn't strong enough for this, but today as I feel that pain take over my entire mind, I realize how much a part of me this has become. How empty I am with only my own emotions. But I keep my sunshine aura strong, because they must remember what helped build their foundation strong again. Eventually, most will forget my name. Many will forget this place. But none will forget my spirit, for I send a part of me with each one of them as they go, knowing that someday we will all meet again. They walk in, scared and alone and angry. They tell everyone this place is hell. Very few will admit that this is the place that got them out of hell. My journey is just beginning I am a fighter