Reality

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Some years ago I was separated from a boyfriend and then great friend due to some other people’s errors and control tactics. For quite awhile I was trying to get in contact with him to no avail till last April. We talked on the phone a lot, neither of us had cars and we lived far apart. Then all of the sudden I stopped hearing from him. About 2 months ago his brother called me and told me that he had gotten very sick which caused him to die I have not been able to really grieve because of the small living quarters that I am in His brother said that when his grave marker comes in and is placed in the ground he will come take me to the cemetery, so that’s what we did today. I was glad to be able to go there, but the reality hit me hard! Not that I did not love my husband and grateful for our 10 years we had together. And grateful for our daughter, I am angry for the time I missed with this person because of other peoples errors and control!