Depression

@Nercie (231)
Naga City, Philippines
March 13, 2019 12:58am CST
I've been through these 16 years ago. I am down to the point that I almost commit suicide. I am just very lucky that my family never gave up on me, prayers really do help a lot to be able to get through depression. Lately, it hit me again. Once again I almost give up, this time my turning point are my kids. When I look at them, I felt so blessed and loved. So, I hold on again and I am back. Hello again my co mylotters!
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Mavic123456
@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
13 Mar 19
Welcome back!!!! you know mylot is good venue for self expressions and telling stories.
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Mavic123456
@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
15 Mar 19
@Nercie yes and here no one knows us i mean personally and no one will judge us.
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Nercie Pahoyo
@Nercie (231)
• Naga City, Philippines
15 Mar 19
@Mavic123456 yes, because I hate rejection, no one likes rejection and no one likes to be judged. Because I have felt how to rejected and judged, it's so damn very painful.
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Nercie Pahoyo
@Nercie (231)
• Naga City, Philippines
15 Mar 19
Thank you. This is a place where I can share my feelings, thoughts and opinions because I am not much of telling stories to anybody. I am a loner.
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Simone
@Janet357 (75646)
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13 Mar 19
Life is beautiful, always remember that. Sometimes problems are given to us for us to be tougher and wiser. Dont take your life. It’s a big sin to Jehovah God. Always remember His promise to. Please open your bible to Revelation 21:4-5. And Isaiah 41:10. Please do. You will see His message.
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Nercie Pahoyo
@Nercie (231)
• Naga City, Philippines
15 Mar 19
Thank you. Yes, life is beautiful. And I don't have the reason now to take away my life because I have a very beautiful family.
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Simone
@Janet357 (75646)
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15 Mar 19
@Nercie besides you are not alone there. Everyone goes through depression.
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Nercie Pahoyo
@Nercie (231)
• Naga City, Philippines
15 Mar 19
@Janet357 yes, that is why I am working on something that might help out, in my own little way. As much as possible I uplift the morale of those who are feeling low even if me, myself is feeling down also.
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Sreekala
@Sreekala (34312)
• India
13 Mar 19
Glad your kids are making you better on living. They need you in their life. Always remember this.
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Nercie Pahoyo
@Nercie (231)
• Naga City, Philippines
15 Mar 19
yes, they are my biggest inspiration.
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lady Di
@lady1993 (27224)
• Philippines
13 Mar 19
I hope you will continue to overcome it. There are many people who love you so much and will be sad if you leave them.
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Nercie Pahoyo
@Nercie (231)
• Naga City, Philippines
15 Mar 19
Thank you. I needed to hang on for my family.
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solxee
@sol_cee (38219)
• Philippines
13 Mar 19
Hang in there. Many people love you.
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Nercie Pahoyo
@Nercie (231)
• Naga City, Philippines
15 Mar 19
@ JB_Girl Thank you very much.
PsalmOneCares
@everwonderwhy (7361)
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13 Mar 19
Lots of hugs, loving touches (skin-ons), no-judging-conversations, sunshine, nature are, I realized, beneficial to my countenance. I stay away from negative, grumbling, whiny, destructive people in my midst, as well. I wish you peace and the kind and compassionate presence of God, Nercie.
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Nercie Pahoyo
@Nercie (231)
• Naga City, Philippines
15 Mar 19
Thank you very much.
The Bullshark
@Bullshark (3477)
• Netherlands
15 Mar 19
Don't give up on yourself, Nercie. Life hits us hard sometimes, but together we can help each other to pull through the hard times. You're not alone, beat the struggle...
Frederick Espiritu
@simplfred (20641)
• Philippines
13 Mar 19
I can relate to you, my friend. I have those kinds of times and right now my family is my inspiration to never go back there again.
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Nercie Pahoyo
@Nercie (231)
• Naga City, Philippines
15 Mar 19
Thank you
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