Death
By rachz_kisses
@rachz_kisses (3838)
Philippines
March 25, 2019 10:49am CST
Woke up this morning not wanting to get out of bed. For five minutes or so, I was just staring at the ceiling.
Thinking. "What if I die today, will someone cry upon hearing my death?"
Crazy thought, I know. But what if no one really cares, does it matter? I mean, I'm already dead. No feelings, whatsoever.
It's just funny how people actually remembers you when you're gone. They felt your presence when you're no longer there.
...And they cry because they will miss you, so bad.
It's just the opposite when you're still living. Like, you don't exist at all.
I just realize that people doesn't really care until you're gone.
(c) Image from Pixabay
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6 responses
@LovingMyBabies (85288)
• Valdosta, Georgia
25 Mar 19
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. =( I'm praying for God's love to surround you and fill you. 
You do very much matter-even if not to people, God loves you.
You do very much matter-even if not to people, God loves you.2 people like this
@rachz_kisses (3838)
• Philippines
28 Mar 19
@CarolDM Thanks. I'm ok now. Just having realizations lately. You know, trying to understand life.
@1hopefulman (45120)
• Canada
25 Mar 19
I think that we all have people that would miss us when we die. However, some don't get enough love when they are alive.
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@rachz_kisses (3838)
• Philippines
28 Mar 19
@1hopefulman You're right. Not everyone are lucky enough to have someone to love them much.
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@hereandthere (45645)
• Philippines
25 Mar 19
hey, there. long time, no see. i have my share of random morbid thoughts. i hope you're not sick or anything.
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@rachz_kisses (3838)
• Philippines
28 Mar 19
Hello, @hereandthere. I'm okay nothing to worry about. Just having thoughts at the moment. It's good to hear from you too.
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@birjudanak (14320)
• India
5 Aug 19
do not be thinking like that as nothing will happen as this and people think like it when they are in depression but as you said its just fun so its ok.
