Long days and long nights
By Traci Davis
@TraciDavis (355)
Mesa, Arizona
March 27, 2019 7:58am CST
So, I decided to wake up early today. 1 1/2 earlier then needed so I could get in some quiet study time. I got out of bed, made my coffee and had had my morning panic attack while watching facebook videos with a cigarette. Like clock work, I have a panic attack every morning and as much as I wish I could force myself to stay awake and just get going, it's so much harder then I want it to be. But the girls will be awake soon and at 7 it's time to get them ready for the day and get my oldest to the bus stop. On the upside, I did meet a new person on facebook and they said they would pass along my books and my crafts to people they know. The second amazing thing is that a customer of mine has a second granddaughter on the way and has a 4 year old granddaughter already and he gave me his information so I could send him pictures of the headbands and beanie's that I crotchet and the hair bows that I make so that he and his wife could buy them. I'm so excited to be trying to get some business going! So I think I'm going to start my day off work by making more headbands and beanies and keep going with that till I get my oldest to the bus stop. I can't wait!!! If I can drum up some business for that, maybe I can start building on that and eventually get a work-from-home opportunity!!!!!! Wish me luck!!!
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@LovingMyBabies (85288)
• Valdosta, Georgia
27 Mar 19
I am going to be praying for you that God takes away the panic attacks you have.
Congrats on getting more business, that is wonderful! =)
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@TraciDavis (355)
• Mesa, Arizona
27 Mar 19
Thank you so much. I have graves' disease and I've been dealing with anxiety attacks since I was 12. It's been a long road, but I've gotten pretty good at pushing through them and I'm so very thankful for your love and support. I'll keep you in my prayers as well. Have a beautiful day!
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@LovingMyBabies (85288)
• Valdosta, Georgia
27 Mar 19
@TraciDavis You're welcome! God is our Healer, and He's got it now. =) Keep praying for healing for yourself also. God loves us and wants us to be healed.
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@TraciDavis (355)
• Mesa, Arizona
2 Apr 19
@enlightenedpsych2 I keep that in mind and I do my best to thank Him for every moment, because even the bad ones are there for a reason. I believe I'm going through everything that I am so that I can help others.
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