I thought I will die from cancer.

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But, fate could dictate differently. Most of you know me like an open book. Even if I only pop-in & pop-out here, some of you still welcome me like family. Well, you almost lost me hours ago. It's our 35th Civil wedding anniversary. We offered a Thanksgiving Mass in our Church. No, there is none of a special lunch that followed. Maybe we'll have it as we celebrate our 34th Church wedding anniversary come June 13. When it was almost 6pm, my dearly beloved asked me if I want a ride around the neighborhood. I was about to tell him, "no, I'd rather stay in our room." But, I said, "ok!" Thought of that we-time as a form of a "celebration" of this special day. So, off we left on board his motorcycle. Had a peaceful ride, thanks God! We enjoyed the beautiful scenery of our place. Saw 2 kids riding their bikes while their parents were watching happily over them. Got a glimpse of flowers starting to bloom. Smelled the fresh air! But, when we were about to cross a path, a car suddenly came, almost hitting the back part of our motorcycle! I even felt that air rush! I cried, "Lord!" I know, it was our time. Almost! So, I may not die because of this 18 years old cancer in my system? Worse, my dearly beloved could have died with me! Are we really destined to be together, forever? It's been hours. Until now, I still can't believe that my dearly beloved & I are still alive. O, God, I pray...if it's our time, please let us die in our sleep. Amen.