Why?

@JustBhem (70555)
Davao, Philippines
April 12, 2019 1:07pm CST
I question myself today. Why am I experiencing these cruelties? What did I do to deserve all this pain? Did I do a mortal sin why I’m having this? Is this not enough trouble? It’s hard when you know you can’t do anything for now. Even making your own meals and get your medicines I need to ask someone to do that for me. Even dressing myself I need to have someone to support me. And I’m tired of asking them a favor. How long will I’m going to endure this trouble?
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12 responses
12 Apr 19
In this world bad stuff just happens. It is not your fault. There are a whole lot of people that would gladly help you out and feel good doing it so don't stop asking if you need. I hope things improve for you. Things we can hardly endure will not last forever. God bless.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
16 Apr 19
Thanks. I hope I will recover as soon as possible.
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16 Apr 19
@JustBhem I too have things I must endure.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
16 Apr 19
@mynameiskate What is that?
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@CarolDM (203422)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Apr 19
Sorry you are going through struggles, unfortunately we all do at some time in life.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
16 Apr 19
I believe that Carol. We all do.
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• Philippines
15 May 19
Believe or not, there are other people that had it worst. I think the worst thing is being BLIND and not to see the world the way both of us do. You need to ask for help until you recover, sometimes you gotta let pride down for a small moment.
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• Philippines
15 May 19
@JustBhem it's the situation now it can't be help.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
15 May 19
You are right. I should practice this often.
@LadyDuck (471421)
• Switzerland
13 Apr 19
Do not torment yourself, you have not committed a mortal sin, this happens and this happens to very good people. I am so sorry this is happening to you.
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@LadyDuck (471421)
• Switzerland
16 Apr 19
@JustBhem You are a good girl and there is nothing you did that is causing your problems. Unfortunately there is no justice on this earth.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
16 Apr 19
@LadyDuck And that makes life so unfair.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
16 Apr 19
Thanks for making me feel okay about it. It just that sometimes I feel I was forsaken.
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@kobesbuddy (78882)
• East Tawas, Michigan
16 Apr 19
Those who love you should never consider your needs, as a favor. While you are sick, it's their privilege to help you, with meals and to dress yourself. If they get sick, you will be happy to help them, too!
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
16 Apr 19
Sometimes they get tired of me asking favor. And I know it is hard for them as well as they have their own life to deal with. And here I am, being a trouble.
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@kobesbuddy (78882)
• East Tawas, Michigan
16 Apr 19
@JustBhem Needing help isn't being trouble, it's called having a need! If they were sick, would you help them, at that time?
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
17 Apr 19
@kobesbuddy Of course, they know I will.
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@sunrisefan (28524)
• Philippines
16 Apr 19
There's just one thing that comes to my mind Bhem - that Jesus did not deserve to be crucified too and I hope that would somehow console you. Life on earth is just passing and so does all the pain and suffering.
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@sunrisefan (28524)
• Philippines
16 Apr 19
@JustBhem I'm sure you know mortal dying is not what He meant. Continue to trust and pray; I will continue to pray for you too. It is said that when you offer your pain and suffering, you share in the pain and suffering of Jesus on the cross and doing so would lessen the suffering.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
17 Apr 19
@sunrisefan And there is no way back for me for there is a lot of chanhes in me, physically. My body is shrinking even my face gets uglier! And I hate it.
@teenal (1400)
• Dublin, Ireland
13 Apr 19
So sorry to hear you are suffering so much. I cant offer anything to ease your health issues other than my best wishes to you. Prayers said
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
16 Apr 19
Thanks for the prayer.
@shaggin (72141)
• United States
14 Apr 19
I hope you will be able to get back on your feet soon so you won't have to ask for help. I have trouble asking others to help me as well but sometimes we have to. Those who love us will not mind having to help when we really need it.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
16 Apr 19
I agree with you. And it’s frustrating too.
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@LeaPea2417 (37355)
• Toccoa, Georgia
17 Apr 19
You are in my prayers.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
17 Apr 19
Thanks, I need it the most.
@amadeo (111938)
• United States
12 Apr 19
what is the progress there and what is going on with your health.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
16 Apr 19
So far, I’m in no Heparin that means whenever I have my treatment it’s either my dialyser will clot or discarded.
@acelawrites (19272)
• Philippines
12 Apr 19
Am so sad you are going through all these trials. I hope you will be healed soon. Have you read about Dr. Farrah Agustin-Bunch? Try to search her site and it could help you somehow; also have a support group with people with such predicament. Be strong!
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
16 Apr 19
I have a lot. And we share both struggles, and yes it does help. Thanks.
• Peoria, Arizona
12 Apr 19
It is not fair when someone has to deal with all this trouble. I wish I could do normal things as someone in their twenties but my body just doesn't let me. When I get down I always like to think, if I wasn't dealing with this that means someone else would be. Someone that would not able to handle it. I have such strong empathy towards other's pain, but seeing the things people can do even when they endure so much is inspiring and motivating. So of course it isn't fair, we all have something we have, are, or will endure and we just have to accept the helping hand and keep morning forward the best we can.
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• Peoria, Arizona
18 Apr 19
@JustBhem Yep! Keep your head above water and keep going!
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
16 Apr 19
And all we need to do is keep moving and think of all the positivity.