My story

@saytama (561)
Friedrichshafen, Germany
July 13, 2019 12:39pm CST
I know, I'm not a writer, but I would like to share my story. Without concealing the facts, sometimes even the closest person cannot tell everything, but here I will try to be honest with you and with myself first and foremost. I do not remember my distant childhood, but from the moment when I began to realize the reality I remember only eternal hospital beds and a hard bed. Tasteless food and children about my own age, who sometimes were very cruel and offended with words. Everything happened when I was 2 years old, according to my mom's stories, I ate a lot of pills which I took out of the closet and I had a poisoning. I was taken to the hospital, and there, through negligence, I got a disease that haunted me all my life. Hepatitis B + D The disease was very bad, and I started having liver cirrhosis. Parents had to sell almost everything to buy medicines which were extremely difficult to get at that time. By the will of heaven, my illness turned out to freeze and it flowed into a chronic disease that threatened to return again if I did not follow a strict diet and did not undergo prevention. It was sad to watch all the children go to camp in the summer and I have to go to hospital for treatment. Later, I started having other health problems, I began to lose my eyesight, probably the amount of drugs I took had an effect on this. I had an operation to keep my eyesight, but I still wear glasses to this day) It’s not at all bad, I’m happy that I can see the surrounding world. No matter what, I always loved learning, I liked to learn something new, and to occupy myself with something you need when you are constantly in the room. In the 7th grade I started studying at the music school, I really like to sing and play the piano, I studied for 5 years. After graduation, I ran away from home and went to another country, I was so angry at that time that my parents were trying to control me and my life, I wanted to be like everyone else, walk around and enjoy the children of my age. For more than a year I didn’t make any difference, I worked at the factory at night, and I was only enough to get home and sleep. My idea turned into a nightmare, I was very tired, but tried not to give it a meaning, and continued in this spirit. Then I began to communicate with their parents but home and did not want to return, what to say that the treatment I also all this time did not do, soon my health began to deteriorate ,I had attacks when I lost consciousness, after another case,I still returned home and started my treatment , it was a little more than a year ago, I am treated with pegnan and tenofovir, the treatment is quite difficult,I am constantly sick , my hair falls out, lose weight, but I do not lose hope ,doctors said that on an end to the kursya I will fully people are healthy. All who finished reading ,thank you,I thank you. What am I saying? Appreciate your parents , they give us not only a piece of their lives , they give us everything they have only to see a smile on our face.
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@CarolDM (203422)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 19
We all have things we have been through. I hope it helped for you to share your story.
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@debjani1 (7202)
15 Jul 19
Everyone has a story of life with lots of experience. May GOD bless you. Hope the coming life will be better soon.
@saytama (561)
• Friedrichshafen, Germany
14 Jul 19
Yes , I would like to know the way of life of other people,it is very difficult sometimes to imagine what goes through a man in his zhiznennom way .Thank you for reading my story)
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@divalounger (6117)
• United States
13 Jul 19
Thank you--your strength is inspiring.
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@saytama (561)
• Friedrichshafen, Germany
15 Jul 19
Thank you for your support, you inspire me to go in front and be strong)
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@1hopefulman (45120)
• Canada
13 Jul 19
I'm sorry for all your health challenges. I had a few myself. I can say that I loved my parents. Did give them some trouble when I was young but eventually straightened out and we had a long and beautiful relationship since my mom lived to be 91 and my dad 100. I know that not all are blessed with good parents but those of us who do are forever thankful.
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@1hopefulman (45120)
• Canada
15 Jul 19
@saytama So true!
@saytama (561)
• Friedrichshafen, Germany
15 Jul 19
Yes, all that parents want from us is love)
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@ShifaLk (17817)
• India
14 Jul 19
Oh.. Sorry to hear about that all. I'd say please Pray for yourself. Your life really has a meaning behind
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@ShifaLk (17817)
• India
21 Jul 19
@saytama yes. I Wish all your dreams and hopes come to be true and that you have a blessed life
@saytama (561)
• Friedrichshafen, Germany
15 Jul 19
Thank you) I will really change my life, after treatment I want to travel, I want to show my parents how beautiful this world is)
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@Starkinds (32712)
• India
16 Jul 19
Ohh I hope you will get some relief soon. Always be happy
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@saytama (561)
• Friedrichshafen, Germany
20 Jul 19
Thank you) there are only two weeks of therapy left)
@sophie09 (34236)
• Indonesia
14 Jul 19
thannk you for sharing your story, sometime you can be relief after you tell your story
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@sophie09 (34236)
• Indonesia
15 Jul 19
@saytama you are very welcome my friend
@saytama (561)
• Friedrichshafen, Germany
14 Jul 19
Yes , I really got better) thanks for the support, it means a lot to me.
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@psanasangma (7280)
• India
15 Jul 19
Very sad! Sorry for your health problem. What you said is true. Parent are the one who bring us to the world weather we are angry with them, children will always remain as children. My prayers are with you !
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@saytama (561)
• Friedrichshafen, Germany
20 Jul 19
Thank you for your support, your words mean a lot to me)
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@LeaPea2417 (37381)
• Toccoa, Georgia
14 Jul 19
I am very sorry about your health problems. Yes, I try to not forget that I do appreciate my parents. They are still alive. My Dad is 82 and my Mom is 80. I also know someone who should read what you wrote above because he has caused his parents nothing but grief, in other words, he doesn't appreciate his parents and all the sacrifices they made for him. Say a prayer for that guy.
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@saytama (561)
• Friedrichshafen, Germany
15 Jul 19
As I wrote above, after returning home, I saw my parents aged, those experiences that I delivered to them made their hair gray and their eyes sad, yet we late understand the value of their parents.
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@Sojourn (13837)
• India
13 Jul 19
Thanks for sharing your story. You have gone through a lot. May the Almighty lead your path. May I ask what is a kursya, if you don't mind ?
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@saytama (561)
• Friedrichshafen, Germany
20 Jul 19
Oh, I'm sure the print is sorry, this is a course of treatment.)
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@a_jerobon (2304)
• Eldoret, Kenya
15 Jul 19
Hello, thanks for sharing your story. Parents are truly great people in our lives.
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@saytama (561)
• Friedrichshafen, Germany
15 Jul 19
Only due to the fact that we are young and stupid, we do not understand this, and we hurt our parents,)
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• Rustenburg, South Africa
13 Jul 19
Thanks for sharing your story! And yes I agree our parents only wants the best for us!! When we become parents we realize that your child is the most precious thing you will ever have. And you will anything to keep them healthy and happy. You must stay strong and keep on with the medical treatment! It will go beter. May God hold you and heal you from you illness. God bless!
@saytama (561)
• Friedrichshafen, Germany
13 Jul 19
Thank you for your support and kind words.)
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