Strangers Again

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All I hear were empty words, Excuses that don´t make sense As you looked straight into my eyes Saying every bit of your lies Without even stuttering As you move your lips I try to wonder if you know that Without a word, I knew what you hid From me all these time What makes you think that your excuses might compensate the things you did Why would you ask me to try harder? And blame it all on me for not Forcing myself on you When you knew all these time That you would just leave me behind I don´t need nor want you to feel sorry for me Knowing all about your lies I still stood there Patiently listening to all of it I can´t find myself to hate you that much Because I knew about this I felt you were distant and I was afraid I told you about it Trying, hoping We can do something To save what we had But it seems that what we have and ¨us¨ Is not worth to be saved at all As I hold into the little fragments of the broken pieces I continuously hurt myself Slowly every piece and part of me Are shattering into pieces I wanted to keep holding them back together As I looked up hoping to see you there So I can make it through You were long way gone And nowhere to be found You said to trust you That you will never leave That you were different And won´t do anything to harm Or hurt me Look at me now. None of it was true Forgive me I was never perfect And have my own shortcomings Thank you, for having you And having us, may it be for a short time But you have taught me well I´m sorry for letting my pain go, I am tired of crying And asking things with answers That are very clear to me I am hurt and can´t hold on to these Little fragments any longer I deserve to give myself love Not you or anybody else can Help me with this I hope to see you again But not now or tomorrow Hopefully someday When I can smile at you again And not shed a single tear for you For now, let us be strangers again