What a Christmas (2019)
By Courtney
@Courtlynn (67083)
United States
January 12, 2020 3:01pm CST
I know this is weeks late, but really, I don't care.
In the morning, I had a very hard time emotionally. As almost all I could think about was spending another Christmas without my daughter. And wondering if "Santa" was good to her this year or not.
Then in the afternoon, my brother came by after work and opened all his gifts from mom, grandma, my fiance, and I. OH, and one that was from the cat. Then Mom and I started to open all of ours from him, my grandma, and each other.
And what do you know.. mom and I ended up getting each other the same pair of Christmas leggings from Walmart, and I got her the Rudolph pajama onesie she was thinking of getting me 
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After opening all of the gifts, and a bit of talking, we all went over to my cousins, so that we could give Gabby her Christmas card that had her Disney on Ice tickets inside it. (She was so happy and excited, even though she didn't understand what they were for). Plus my brother had a two in one stuffy for her too, and wanted to see what Nick got.
About an hour later, we all came home and mom and I watched tv while making chicken for dinner, as we ended up making our usual Christmas lasagna on Christmas Eve.
Then I cried myself to sleep because of my daughter. As usual.
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After opening all of the gifts, and a bit of talking, we all went over to my cousins, so that we could give Gabby her Christmas card that had her Disney on Ice tickets inside it. (She was so happy and excited, even though she didn't understand what they were for). Plus my brother had a two in one stuffy for her too, and wanted to see what Nick got.
About an hour later, we all came home and mom and I watched tv while making chicken for dinner, as we ended up making our usual Christmas lasagna on Christmas Eve.
Then I cried myself to sleep because of my daughter. As usual.14 people like this
13 responses
@Courtlynn (67083)
• United States
12 Jan 20
Thank you, it's so hard, never easier, unfortunately.
We like the same things, so it's like easy to buy for one another, but also hard because we don't always want to get the SAME thing, lol. And the fact that we got the same, and laughed was good especially after the down morning.
Yes, it was that Saturday. She LOVED it! Same with my aunts boy who also went, and my aunt and cousin - the moms. lol. And Gabby wants to go again this year, so mom and I are hoping to make that happen for her - of course.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
12 Jan 20
@Courtlynn I'm so glad she loved it. Did you post pics about it on FB? I'm seldom there, but I'll look for it if you did.
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@Courtlynn (67083)
• United States
12 Jan 20
@just4him I didn't, because I didn't go. but her mom posted photos of the kids there, and her with Gabby, and tagged mom and I in them. so you might be able to see them on my timeline.
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@Tina30219 (81948)
• Onaway, Michigan
12 Jan 20
Sorry your Christmas was not good.
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@Tina30219 (81948)
• Onaway, Michigan
12 Jan 20
@Courtlynn Your welcome. Ours was spent at home we did not do nothing special
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@Courtlynn (67083)
• United States
12 Jan 20
@Tina30219 I thought you were going to your moms, or was that thanksgiving?
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@tammys85 (30086)
• Baltimore, Maryland
13 Jan 20
I'm sorry it started and ended so emotional. It's not fair that you had to spend another Christmas without your daughter. Love you. 
That's great that you and your Mom got each other the same leggings, same with the onesie. Great minds think alike lol.
That's great that you and your Mom got each other the same leggings, same with the onesie. Great minds think alike lol.1 person likes this
@tammys85 (30086)
• Baltimore, Maryland
21 Jan 20
@Courtlynn I'm really sorry.
Lol, it's great though!
Lol, it's great though!1 person likes this
@Courtlynn (67083)
• United States
17 Jan 20
It's not.. Love you too.
They really do.
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@RebeccasFarm (89870)
• Arvada, Colorado
12 Jan 20
It is very depressing for you to say the least Courtney and I am sorry.
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@MommyOfEli2013 (84039)
• Rupert, Idaho
13 Jan 20
I am sorry to hear about having a hard time on Christmas emotionally, and crying yourself to sleep.
Sounds like a nice Christmas though, and that is awesome that you got each other the same leggings. Great minds think alike they say!
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@Courtlynn (67083)
• United States
17 Jan 20
Thats what i said after i opened hers lol
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@MommyOfEli2013 (84039)
• Rupert, Idaho
17 Jan 20
@Courtlynn Lol, that is awesome!
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@GardenGerty (160708)
• United States
14 Jan 20
It sounds like you and your mom have a lot of the same likes and taste in things.
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@shaggin (72144)
• United States
13 Jan 20
She probably doesn’t believe in Santa anymore at her age. I can’t even imagine how hard the day was without her 
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That’s funny you and your momma got each other the same leggings. You obviously have very similar tastes!
That last paragraph makes my heart hurt for you so much 
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That’s funny you and your momma got each other the same leggings. You obviously have very similar tastes!
That last paragraph makes my heart hurt for you so much 1 person likes this
@Courtlynn (67083)
• United States
17 Jan 20
Depends on if anyones ruined the magic of Christmas on her yet or not. I'd hope not.
Yes, everything is liked the same around here.
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@LovingMyBabies (85288)
• Valdosta, Georgia
13 Jan 20
I wish your Christmas had been even better but I'm glad you were with your family to spend the day.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
14 Jan 20
I am sorry that you had to cry yourself to sleep again, some pain never goes away.
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@Courtlynn (67083)
• United States
12 Jan 20
wasn't good, exactly. but it wasn't the worst I've had. thank you.
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