It's been 8 monthes since we broke up

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Back to the days we were together, even the thought of living without her was extremely devastating. I was struggling and trying to keep her as my most precious one. She knew I cherished her more than anyone else and that I was very afraid of losing her. So, she took everything I gave for granted and did anything she wanted to me. I swallowed my dignity only to be with her. Why were you still with her? Guys, maybe you want to ask me questions like that. To tell you the truth, I don't know. We've been together for 2.5 years. I was struggling for most of our days. Maybe it's her tenderness made me want to be with her... I still remember the day, after she moved all her stuff to her new apartment, I passed her the only thing she left and said good night. I looked at her, slowly turned back and walked away found myself bursting into tears. As I was walking back to my place, I couldn't imagine how to have a good sleep without holding her in my arm. I couldn't imagine how to live my life without her. I couldn't imagine life without light. I opened the door. Everything was the same but I was not the same guy. Her scent was everywhere... I was sleepless that night and the following several nights... But now, I've been living without her for 8 monthes. I'm still living in the department we used to live together. (I rent it and pay for the rent every month) What's more, I'm living a better life than before. Looking back, I'm such a fool. Do I miss her? Yes, sometimes. Do I still want to contact her? No. Missing her is much better than seeing her. Losing her is much better than begging her to stay. Love is blind. Life is good. You can live a good life without anyone. No one is indispensable to you. If you are having the same situation please break up with her/him. The sooner you leave, the better life you will have. Trust me!