I'm tired Of my Life.

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Eversince I was kid, I was already facing problems whom a kid should not be facing. At a young age I learned how to be responsible for the family, I even dug some soil, roam around our place to look for something metal to sell it in order to have money to buy my siblings a sachet of milk. During that time my parents were not in good terms they were always fighting my dad was a jealous man, a fight which may lead them to point a gun. Who were there to take care of my siblings? ME. taking care of them, feed them while I was crying and while my parents were in good fight at the background. Took Years that scenario was keep on repeating.. When I reached 26 I still not finish my degree I was a second year college but stopped studying because of financial, then I work as a crew on a restaurant that time I met my first boyfriend we were workmates. My dad was totally agaInst our relationship, I wanted him to meet my bf cause I admit my bf was a good man respectful and responsible but he dont want to cause as he confronted my bf when he saw us on the street while waiting for a jeepney for me to go home, he told him that he knew what my bf is after with me. He really want to punch my bf that time. After all this time we continued our relationship my mom has no problem for us "according to her" but without knowing she always gossip with my crazy sister who wanted all my parents' attention.. This time my life here is getting worst everyday.. I want to run away. I dont have any rights here anymore cause I chose to have a boyfriend, I should not decide for the family cause I do have a boyfriend.