Nothing negative Nevena!!!

@Nevena83 Here was a little rain and wind.

@Moon24 It's cloudy here, but colder than yesterday, but I heard it would be colder tomorrow.

We had no rain yesterday.

I'm sorry you have a similar life. It's hard for me to focus on something positive because this takes too long. My father will never change.

@Pepsgirl472 That sounds so optimistic, but I no longer know how to deal with bad things. When I was younger, I could take it easier, but I don't think my psyche can handle it anymore. I'm too sensitive and I don't know how to fix it.

@Nevena83 it does take a miracle for them to change. But, you can concentrate on yourself. Take every negative word he spits out and turn it into a positive. When I was told that I was stupid, I worked hard to learn things. I'm not the smartest person on earth, but I'm NOT stupid either ;) when I was told that I wouldn't be somebody, I became the friend everyone wanted. Now, I AM somebody. I have 2 beautiful children that are smart and productive in life. I've adopted others into my family that chose ME! I have grandkids that I look forward to seeing what is in store for them :) that can never be taken away from me ever. All it takes is one step at a time. Work on one trait at a time and know you're not alone

@Nevena83 drinking will do that too. If he can't be nice or at least civil I don't think it would be wrong to limit his visits. Your mental health is more important.

My father is 66 years old, he was always strict, but we were very close, I loved him very much. When I got divorced he started drinking and his consciousness started to change and he started acting like he was my husband and not my father. And more and more he started with insults, ugly words, he was also physically abusive ... And that lasts for 15 years. Honestly, his words kill me, I can't stand his presence anymore, his voice causes anger in me.

@MarshaMusselman I live with them, that's the biggest problem.

@Nevena83 Hopefully when one door shuts, another will open.

As long as my son is in this house, I can't leave because I wouldn't have enough money to pay for the apartment, but when he leaves, I'll go out on the street.

@JudyEv I have often listened to it, but it seems to me that all doors are closed.

Thank you. I think even if that happens, I'm no longer the same. I'm very tired, exhausted ...

@Nevena83 Yes, I can understand how you feel. I understand very much and you are welcome and so so sorry I live far away to help you and also because of this virus I cannot help you. I wish I could take your pain away. I grew up in a situation like that and married into a situation like that and have had bullies treat me so bad here and they still are very nasty so yes, I can understand.

@Hannihar Thank you. Yes, people who have gone through something similar can understand it. It's very difficult.

@Nevena83 yes..but learn to ignore and live if possible

@Nevena83 yes...I can understand. Every time it isn't possible to ignore.

@amitkokiladitya That's very difficult. Every day I try to ignore him, but I can't even describe how awful he says things.

Yes, it takes over 15 years and it's really hard.

@Nevena83 You need a break isn't there anyone you can stay with for a couple of weeks, friend, relative..anyone?

@snowy22315 Yes, I need a vacation, but I have nowhere to go, in fact I have an aunt, but they live in a very small apartment and I would not be able to stay there. My brother bought an old house near my house, and his computers are there, I often go there for a couple of hours, and do some training there and I like to rest, but my dad can come there, just to control me.

I absolutely agree with you, and I've been saying this to myself for years, but I always thought I didn't have the right to do it to my son, so I'm just waiting for my son to finish school and hopefully he will leave this house then, then I can to the street, it won't matter to me anymore.

No, because I wouldn't have enough money.

@Nevena83 Can you really make it that much longer? You need to get away now to protect your sanity.

Yes, but I could do it when my son leaves this house.

@moffittjc You are right, but more important is my son's happiness.

@Nevena83 Only you can change that.

@DianneN I know and I know you are right.

Honestly I have been wondering about that for years. Every time I think I can't stand it anymore, but it goes on day by day. I know that I am no longer the same because they have destroyed my energy, positivity, desires….

@Nevena83 ok my friend

Nothing will ever be right here, but thanks for the nice wishes.

Thank you.

@Nevena83

Thank you so much

Thank you forever. Sometimes I think nothing will change.

No, it's not hard to find, the problem is money.

Thank you. We have a similar weather.