How to Realize My Emotion

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In the deepest heart I was lost. Nothing words can explain me Nothing feelings can explain me Im falling into myself Trying to figure out Trying to get out from the chaotic mind To my favorite food, To my favorite clothes that i choosen, To my favorite person who i admired, To my favorite song that i will always listen, To my favorite movies that i appreciated, You're all always have meaning for me although a pieces of yours. I am slowly learning that i was lucky at the time to choosed them cause sometimes some stuff can't be replaced. I know is not so easy to changing the favorite things you've been like because they're have special corners in your heart despite your ego's. But i realized that i cant have them anytime. Instance, When i wanted my favorite food, i cant bought them cause i have not enough money. When i wanted to wear my favorite clothes but i cant because my clothes was dirty. When i wanted beside my favorite person i just cant cause he was with somebody new. When i wanted to play my favorite song but i cant too because this song was broken by signal or virus. And when i wanted to watch again my favorite movies but i cant too because i have not time. Finally i understand, this life is not all about my favorites but what i need to survive in this world. Your favorite things just completed you but the basic things this is what you need to stay alive. “Be a leader. A leader of your own life. And don't get yourself to apoint where you realize that you are on a road that is not your own.” — Najwa Zebian