I Just Can Not Get Over It - Speaking in Front of People Still Scary

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Well, by the meaning of speaking in front of people, I don't mean I don't protest. If I see anything wrong, I get involved which most of the time people say a bad decision. Everyone says that It's better to stay away from people when you see them fighting. It is true though haha. But I am scared to talk in front of people. Nervous, not that smart, yeah, all those things are applicable for me. I don't know why in a lot of situations when my time comes to say something about some topic or anything, I choke. I choked in my college, I choked in a seminar, I got embarrassed in a few occasions but still, I just can not get over it. Now I do live streams. There are not many people who see my streams. But a few of my friends are there always to support. They are from different places like the US, Brazil, Bahrain, Argentina, Mexico, etc. Guess what? I even choke in my stream. Normally my English is not that bad when I am speaking, but I don't know what happens when I stream. I say stupid things, sometimes I don't know what to say. I just choke every single time. Even just sitting in front of my computer, I can not handle the pressure. What do you suggest people? I still lack the confidence. AGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH