how it feels to be unforgiven
daughter going away not for a job
tried my best to make up for things i may have
I've been quiet, I know
By Catty Cook
@baguiojade (373)
United States
September 16, 2020 12:19pm CST
It has been awhile that I have been here.
I have been having challenges and I guess I need a support group where I could get in touch with somebody, preferably somebody who has gone through the same thing I am going through right now.
I love my daughter, my one and only but with all the things that she has gone through, I admitted and tried my very best to make up for those times, she has already told me that she never felt close to me and doesn't even like to see me.
She's only 16 and told em that by the time she turns 18 she wants to go away. Not leave for a job, but just wants to go away.
It tears me up inside.
I have been doing my regular exercises to get my mind off things but lately, it seems I am struggling because my heart feels so heavy knowing that she doesn't have any forgiveness for me.
Again, I am sorry that this post is not something that you might want to read.
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4 responses
@happylife1 (13404)
• Karachi, Pakistan
16 Sep 20
Well come back and enjoy your stay
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@ckciasigurl (2081)
• Italy
17 Nov 20
hello im so sorry to hear about your daughter.
when i was young 2 months old my parents send me to Philippines and im living with my auntie for almost 21 years.
im not close to my parents im mad because they didn't take good care of me. but they didnt give up..i hope u will not give up your daughter please be strong
@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
28 Oct 20
I have a picture on my wall that says Prayer Changes Things. You have two years before your daughter plans to leave and take you out of her life. I know that tears you up inside. I don't know what you're going through or know your story, so I won't say I have been in your shoes. Though I will say, I have a child who disowned me several times and he always came back and started talking to me again. I do my best to be positive when I talk to him and let him know that no matter what he believes, I love him. You can do the same with your daughter. Let her know you love her even though she won't believe it. Be positive. Don't react negatively to her drama. And take everything to God in prayer. He is the only one who can change your daughter.
