Breakdown
By José Valera
@jvicentevalera (13671)
Santiago, Chile
October 6, 2020 7:21pm CST
On this night I felt like a volcano. Why? I have been holding a few things inside without saying them, and when I was asked what's going on with me? I let it all out making an eruption as If I indeed was one. I know some of you know me because I am always cheering people up, but not tonight guys. I don't know if you're currently going through this, I hope you aren't. I am feeling a bit frustrated over here, in my position, it is so important to get a job these days, but unfortunately that hasn't happened to me despite all the effort I have put to find one. I am aware that Covid-19 sort of swept off jobs, businesses, and more. Nevertheless where I live, the city has been disconfined for the past four weeks, and job vacancies were available online, despite that I apply no word back. I am not grabbing here my knowledge, but I am certainly a good employee when I get a job. I take my role seriously, but being not called makes me feel like I am not worth it. I am sorry guys it is just my frustration speaking for me now, but I just need to Express myself freely, which I don't really do on my social media. People here seem to be mor understanding. Thanks for reading, I really appreciate it.
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
7 Oct 20
Thank you @sophie09 sooner of later something good will happen to me.
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@marguicha (223776)
• Chile
7 Oct 20
What happened to the job you had before the COVID? What exactly is your job?
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
7 Oct 20
I worked as help desk in a hotel. After the Covid-19 outbreak spreaded, they shut down because there was no reservations. I phoned the manager who I was a little closed to, and she said they'd call me once they're open again. I was happy to hear about it, however I really need to get a job now because there are certain stuff I gotta pay, and some pending bills among others. I have been applying to jobs vacancies online, jobs that require experience that I do have, but they don't call me back.
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@marguicha (223776)
• Chile
9 Oct 20
@jvicentevalera All jobs that have to do with tourism are closed dowm and we cannot even go from one place to the other in our own country.I have seen many people from Venezuela working in Uber annd now in cornershop. It is hard foor everyone but worse for the immigrants
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
10 Oct 20
@marguicha totally. But I still have faith something will come up sooner or later.
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@BelleStarr (61101)
• United States
8 Oct 20
I hope you will find a job soon. These are difficult times.
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
7 Oct 20
Thank you I appreciate it. I am working on it. Hopefully I get a call soon!
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
8 Oct 20
@DianneN thanks for your encouraging words, I'll never forget that!
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
7 Oct 20
Thank you dear Dianne. I'll keep persistent, I promise you!
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@amitkokiladitya (171927)
• Agra, India
7 Oct 20
I'm so sorry for all that is messed up for you. But life is all about trying and you need to keep doing that. Giving up is just not the way. Failures are inevitable and you might keep trying and one day God will make it your day.
It is ok to burst out...no harm at all in this. But tye most important thing is that you recollect yourself after being shattered with double energy and strength
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@amitkokiladitya (171927)
• Agra, India
8 Oct 20
@jvicentevalera and I hope now you are all ready to be a fighter again..there is no point in falling but the most important thing is we get up after falling apart
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
8 Oct 20
@amitkokiladitya thank you that's so thoughtful of you Kokil. I am back to myself. Thanks for coming on helping when I needed it. I'll be here whenever you need somebody who listens.
@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
7 Oct 20
Oh Kokil thank you so much for your words! Thanks for commenting in my discussion. Your words are like a energy booster!
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@RebeccasFarm (90474)
• Arvada, Colorado
7 Oct 20
This is very frustrating to say the least especially because it has to do with actual survival.
I am so sorry you are going through that Jose and I pray for you to find something that is good.
I am going through a very difficult time but not about job, but I do understand.
I am going through a very difficult time but not about job, but I do understand.1 person likes this
@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
7 Oct 20
Thanks @RebeccasFarm! I know we all struggle with something. Thanks for dropping by and leaving an uplifting comment!
@Tampa_girl7 (50525)
• United States
7 Oct 20
I know that this has to be so frustrating. I hope that you get a job soon.
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@RasmaSandra (80736)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
7 Oct 20
Sorry to hear that but I agree it is important to get everything out in the open it does not help to keep everything just building up inside,
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
7 Oct 20
Absolutely my friend. It is something I gotta work on. I usually hold things inside, not helpful at all!
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@meowch (2220)
• United States
7 Oct 20
@jvicentevalera you are very much welcome.
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
7 Oct 20
Thank you. I felt like giving up yesterday, but giving up isn't an option. I gotta keep going. I appreciate your words.
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@Ladanger (14578)
• United States
7 Oct 20
Sorry to hear that. I am the same way. Maybe here I would post more than I do on my regular social media. It’s normal to feel frustrated. All we can do is keep pushing. I hope you get luck finding a job very soon.
@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
7 Oct 20
Thank you @Ladanger. Fortunately I feel better today. I appreciate your encouraging words.
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@CarolDM (203422)
• Nashville, Tennessee
9 Oct 20
@jvicentevalera I know how it feels. Take care.
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
9 Oct 20
Aw that's so thoughtful of you Carol. I'll keep it in mind for the next time I feel like rocking bottom. You can count on me whenever you need too.
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@happylife1 (13404)
• Karachi, Pakistan
7 Oct 20
really feelings sad to hear that
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